Lyrics
How can I live like this
Expressing the difficulty of living in the current state.
I climb to the top of the mountain
Striving for success, reaching a peak.
Only to fall right back to the fucking bottom
Experiencing setbacks and returning to a low point.
I've been trying to find the answers
Searching for solutions or understanding.
But the words still pass me by
Despite efforts, comprehension remains elusive.
As much as I think I've learned
Believing to have gained knowledge but still causing harm to oneself.
I still destroy myself
Continuing self-destructive behaviors despite perceived growth.
I can feel numbness caving in again
Sense of emotional numbness resurfacing.
I still feel like a failure
Feeling inadequate and unsuccessful.
Hiding away in the corners of my mind
Withdrawal into one's thoughts to avoid external judgment.
My pain is self inflicted
Acknowledging that personal suffering is self-inflicted.
I hold onto my regrets
Clinging to past mistakes and repeating them.
Only to repeat them
Falling into a cycle of self-destructive behavior.
Fall into the deepest pit
Sinking into a profound emotional low.
And let it fucking swallow me
Allowing oneself to be consumed by negativity.
Sitting in the dark just leave me alone
Desiring solitude and isolation in darkness.
I here you talking but I'm not listening
Ignoring external communication due to inner turmoil.
Self loathing
Feeling deep self-hatred.
Saboteur
Acting as one's own saboteur, causing harm to oneself.
Keep falling into my own traps
Falling into repeated destructive patterns.
How can I live like this
Reiteration of the struggle in living with the current state.
I climb to the top of the mountain
Persistently striving for success despite setbacks.
Only to fall right back to the fucking bottom
Experiencing setbacks and returning to a low point again.
I've been trying to find the answers
Continued search for understanding or solutions.
But the words still pass me by
Difficulty in grasping meaningful answers.
As much as I think I've learned
Believing to have gained knowledge but still causing harm.
I still destroy myself
Perpetuating self-destructive tendencies.
I'm still learning to love myself
Struggling to love oneself and accept personal flaws.
I am not my own enemy
Affirmation that the self is not the true enemy.
I'm trying my best to overcome my flaws and become a better man
Commitment to self-improvement and overcoming flaws.
I climb to the top of the mountain
Repeated efforts to reach success followed by failure.
Just to fall back down
Falling back into a low point despite climbing.
How can I live like this
Continuation of the struggle in living with the current state.
I climb to the top of the mountain
Persistently striving for success despite setbacks (repeated).
Only to fall right back to the fucking bottom
Experiencing setbacks and returning to a low point again (repeated).
I've been trying to find the answers
Continued search for understanding or solutions (repeated).
But the words still pass me by
Difficulty in grasping meaningful answers (repeated).
As much as I think I've learned
Believing to have gained knowledge but still causing harm (repeated).
I still destroy myself
Perpetuating self-destructive tendencies (repeated).
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