Lyrics
Growing accustomed to the thorns
Growing accustomed to challenges and difficulties
Sinking deeper
Sinking into a deeper state of struggle
Become one with my body
Becoming intimately connected with my physical self
Infect my spirit
Allowing negativity to affect my inner being
Submit myself and let your roots take hold of me
Submissively embracing influence and attachment
Cutting deeper with every inch I let them grow
Allowing negative aspects to grow within me
Cutting deeper
Intensifying the negative impact
I find myself start to yearn
Feeling a growing desire or yearning
For the destruction we caused
Longing for the consequences of destructive actions
I can still feel the poison
Still feeling the effects of a harmful influence
That lingers from your touch
Perceiving lingering harm from a past encounter
Inside myself all I can see is imperfection
Seeing imperfections within myself
Looked in your eyes and what I saw was my reflection
Seeing my own flaws reflected in someone else's eyes
Having a hard time swallowing
Struggling to accept a difficult truth
Such a bitter pill
Experiencing the difficulty of facing harsh realities
Let your roots so deep
Allowing influences to deeply embed in one's life
That the worst in you became a part of me
Becoming intertwined with the worst aspects of another person
Awakening is rude
Awakening to reality can be harsh
No matter how many times
Expressing a desire to go back despite challenges
I beg to go back
Wishing for another opportunity despite knowing it won't change
For another chance
Understanding that change is unlikely due to addiction to pain
Nothing would change cause I'm addicted to the fucking pain
Being addicted to the painful experiences
These scars won't heal
Permanent scars that won't heal
The thorns you left in my veins
Symbolic thorns left in the veins causing enduring pain
Remain forever in me
Thorns and their impact remaining forever
Remove the thorns
Desire to remove the negative influences
Don't hesitate the longer you wait
Urging not to delay the process of healing
The deeper the wound
Highlighting that delaying healing deepens the wounds
The longer it sticks with you
Emphasizing the prolonged impact of delayed healing
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