Lyrics
I miss dinner talks and walks around the block with mom, and
I miss the simple moments of having dinner talks and walks around the block with my mom.
Watching slasher films, how I would kill to feel that thrill again
Expressing a strong desire to experience the excitement of watching slasher films and feeling the thrill again.
Spending all my time on finish lines and don't know why
Reflecting on spending time on tasks or goals without a clear understanding of the purpose.
Maybe I should call my dad (hello?)
Contemplating the idea of reaching out to one's father for guidance or connection.
I wished that time passed like seasons in L.A.
Wishing that time could pass as smoothly as the seasons in Los Angeles.
When grass in the front yard was waiting for greener days
Recalling a time when the grass in the front yard symbolized anticipation for better days.
It's the panic of growing up
Expressing the anxiety and stress associated with the process of growing up.
It's the fear of fallin' down
Acknowledging the fear of facing challenges and the possibility of failure.
And if life ain't what you want
Contemplating the dissatisfaction when life doesn't align with personal desires.
It don't come back around
Emphasizing that missed opportunities or experiences do not come back.
It's the panic of growing up
Reiterating the stress and pressure associated with the process of growing up.
It's the fear of missing out
Acknowledging the fear of not participating in or experiencing certain events.
Will it ever be enough
Raising the question of whether accomplishments and experiences will ever be satisfying.
If I'm a victim of nostalgia?
Pondering if feeling nostalgic for the past makes the individual a victim of their own memories.
Will I always be the words I wrote when I was seventeen?
Questioning whether the person will always be defined by the words they wrote during their seventeenth year.
Will the world still be around when I turn sixty-three?
Contemplating the longevity of the world and its existence when the individual reaches the age of sixty-three.
'Cause getting older's getting old
Expressing weariness with the process of aging and the challenges it brings.
And I wish someone would've told me, me
Wishing for guidance or advice that could have helped navigate the complexities of getting older.
I wished that time passed like seasons in L.A.
Reiterating the desire for time to pass smoothly, akin to the seasons in Los Angeles.
When grass in the front yard was waiting for greener days
Recalling a time when the anticipation for better days was symbolized by the grass in the front yard.
It's the panic of growing up
Repeating the anxiety and stress associated with the process of growing up.
It's the fear of fallin' down
Reiterating the fear of facing challenges and the risk of failure.
And if life ain't what you want
Emphasizing the dissatisfaction when life doesn't align with personal desires.
It don't come back around
Highlighting that missed opportunities or experiences do not come back.
(I don't wanna) it's the panic of growing up
Expressing a reluctance or resistance to the panic associated with growing up.
(Feel so bored of) it's the fear of missing out
Expressing boredom with the fear of missing out on current experiences.
(What I have right now) will it ever be enough
Questioning whether the current state of life will ever be satisfying or fulfilling.
If I'm a victim of nostalgia?
Pondering if feeling nostalgic for the past makes the individual a victim of their own memories.
I don't wanna feel so bored of
Repeating the sentiment of not wanting to feel bored with the current state of life.
What I have right now
Expressing a desire to appreciate and find fulfillment in the present moment.
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