Lyrics
I’ve been feeling crazy
I've been experiencing intense emotions.
more than usual lately
These emotions are more heightened than usual recently.
Guess it’s all the mixed emotions
Attributing the heightened emotions to a mix of feelings.
some are loving others hate me
Some people love me, while others dislike me.
But I wont let it change me
Despite external pressures, I won't let them change who I am.
Need to get home safely
Emphasizing the need to return home safely.
But I’m running through the darkness while all of my demons chase me, yeah
Running through difficulties with personal struggles (demons).
I’ve been getting better though
Noting personal improvement over time.
I’ve taught myself to let ‘em go
Learned to let go of negative influences.
I know that they’ll still be around but I wont let ‘em run the show
Acknowledging that challenges may persist but won't control life.
I won’t let ‘em take control
Determined not to let external forces take control.
I won’t let ‘em make it so
Resisting external influences that try to dominate.
They can take a lot, but they will never take my soul
Despite challenges, preserving one's core identity and values.
never take my soul X2
Emphasizing the enduring nature of safeguarding the soul.
They wont ever do it, no
Reiterating the resilience against external threats.
I built too much for you to break me down
Having built a strong foundation that is not easily broken.
Got the devil in my soul trying to break out
Internal struggles with negative aspects trying to surface.
Pain burns like the cherry of your cigarette
Describing the pain experienced, likened to a burning cigarette.
Wasted off this bottle full of my regrets
Intoxicated with regrets from past actions.
Some days I wish we never even fucking met
Expressing regret about a past relationship.
Ever since you came around I got nothing left
Attributing a sense of loss and emptiness to a specific person's arrival.
I got demons in my soul now
Acknowledging the presence of internal struggles (demons).
I can't even slow down
Unable to slow down, possibly indicating a chaotic life.
I got demons at my now they haunt me at my shows now
Demons affecting the artist even during performances.
Fuck depression sweat it out just like a sauna
Suggesting coping with depression through physical activity.
Learn your lessons you can keep it like your drama
Encouraging learning from past mistakes and avoiding unnecessary drama.
If I got rid of my demons I'd lose my angels
Recognizing the intertwined nature of personal demons and angels.
And they say that time heals, why it feel so painful
Questioning the effectiveness of time in healing emotional wounds.
And I got shadows in my room, yeah
Describing the presence of haunting shadows in one's personal space.
They trying to consume me
Feeling consumed by internal struggles.
And the moon's my best friend
Personifying the moon as a comforting presence, yet losing it in difficult times.
but by dawn he 'got lose me
Experiencing loneliness and losing comforting elements.
Yeah, you can't see the pain in my heart
Concealing emotional pain behind a seemingly unaffected exterior.
And if truth sees all, baby where do we start
Pondering the difficulty of revealing truth and addressing emotional issues.
(yeah)
Reiterating a sense of concealed pain.
Pain burns like the cherry of your cigarette
Repeating the analogy of pain to a burning cigarette.
Wasted off this bottle full of my regrets
Continuing to drown sorrows in regret-filled indulgence.
Some days I wish we never even fucking met
Expressing regret about the existence of a past relationship.
Ever since you came around I got nothing left
Reiterating a sense of emptiness and loss since encountering a specific person.
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