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I'm not ok
I am not emotionally well.
But I'm fine when you ask me
However, I appear fine when you inquire about my well-being.
Keeping a smile on my face
I maintain a smile on my face.
When I'm
When I'm...
Hurting inside I try to find a distraction
Feeling hurt internally, I try to find a distraction.
To save me from myself
To save myself from my own emotional struggles.
I'm not ashamed to say I'm being entitled
I admit that I'm feeling entitled.
I don't know how I'm not the chosen one
I don't understand why I'm not the chosen one.
I'm watching the person that I want
I am observing the person I desire...
Fall back in love
...falling back in love with somebody else.
And it's better with somebody else
And it seems better for them with someone else.
Yeah it's hard to watch
It's difficult for me to watch.
There's nothing I can do to make it stop
There is nothing I can do to make the pain stop.
Yeah, you're still in my thoughts
You are still in my thoughts.
And I can't just turn them off
I cannot simply turn those thoughts off.
I'm ready for the day when I've forgotten what your name is
I am prepared for the day when I forget your name.
I have to start moving on
I must start moving on.
Yeah, you're still in my thoughts
Though you are still in my thoughts.
And I can't just turn them off
I cannot easily dismiss those thoughts.
I'm ready for the day when I've forgotten what your name is
I am anticipating the day when I forget your name.
I have to start moving on
I must initiate the process of moving on.
This isn't the story that I used to imagine
This is not the life story I had envisioned.
We'd have our kids and a perfect home
We were supposed to have children and a perfect home.
We stepped away I thought our hearts would be broken but you are still ok
Despite stepping away, you seem to be okay.
And it's hard to watch
It's still hard for me to watch.
There's nothing I can do to make it stop
There is nothing I can do to stop the pain.
Yeah, you're still in my thoughts
You remain in my thoughts.
And I can't just turn them off
I cannot easily turn those thoughts off.
I'm ready for the day when I've forgotten what your name is
I am ready for the day when I forget your name.
I have to start moving on
I must actively start moving on.
Yeah, you're still in my thoughts
You are still in my thoughts.
And I can't just turn them off
I cannot easily dismiss those thoughts.
I'm ready for the day when I've forgotten what your name is
I am ready for the day when I forget your name.
I have to start moving on
I must initiate the process of moving on.
Yeah, I have to start moving on
I have to start moving on.
Yeah, I have to start moving on
-Yeah, you're still in my thoughts
You are still in my thoughts.
And I can't just turn them off
I cannot easily turn those thoughts off.
I'm ready for the day when I've forgotten what your name is
I am ready for the day when I forget your name.
I have to start moving on
I must actively start moving on.
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