Lyrics
I'm missing the sun as I'm walking home
I long for the warmth of the sun as I walk home
My hands and my heart have never been this cold
Feeling both physically and emotionally cold
I know you love me 'Cause that's what you say
Recognition of love based on words spoken
But the days are getting longer and I'm not having fun
Despite love, the passage of time feels tedious and joyless
I hate when I start to think of someone. I know it's selfish, I Only want the fun
Selfish thoughts about wanting only enjoyable moments
And I hate that you love me and I hate I love you too and I hate that I'm lonely
Conflicted feelings of love, hate, and loneliness
When I'm not with you. Forgetting Myself here, I guess that's what we'll do
Reflection on losing oneself in a relationship
But I miss your freckles and driving in your car
Yearning for specific details of a past relationship
And I miss the woodchips on the ground in that park
Nostalgia for shared moments in a park
But it got Bitter, that's how you knew to quit her
Recognition of bitterness leading to a breakup
But things just go by so fast when you have fun
Time passes quickly when having fun
I dream of futures with him, he doesn't want one
Desire for a future with someone who doesn't share the same goal
And I can feel him slowly dying in my arms
Sense of witnessing the decline of a significant other
It wasn't worth loosing ourselves another time
Regret over past experiences not being worthwhile
(Yea it's the dependency, been there done that)
Acknowledgment of past dependency issues
You always kept me safe, except when you don't
Mixed feelings about safety in the relationship
I know I'll try to hate you but that's one thing I won't.
Recognizing difficulty in hating someone despite efforts
Leave me stranded just so you can cope
Feeling abandoned for the sake of the other person's coping
You saw me more naked than I've ever been
Intimacy and vulnerability experienced in the relationship
And when I kissed you it wasn't like kissing them
Distinguishing the uniqueness of a kiss with a specific person
But no one's rooting for us, not even ourselves
Lack of external support or encouragement for the relationship
And I'm preaching to the choir about unrequited love
Expressing the pain of unreciprocated love
You broke me the way I've always broken everyone
Recognizing personal contribution to breaking relationships
And I'm Walking in the cold now wearing that scarf you love
Walking alone in the cold with a reminder of the past
No we can't be friends but I can't not see you
Unable to be friends but struggling with the need to see the person
I hate not having a reason to need you
Disliking the absence of a reason to require the person
Put your dagger through my Back, my heart has the other half
Metaphorically describing emotional betrayal and heartbreak
But things just go by so fast when you have fun
Reiteration of the fleeting nature of enjoyable moments
I dream of futures with him, he doesn't need one
Desiring a future with someone who doesn't share the same goal
And I'll be just fine that's what I do
Expressing resilience and the ability to cope
But I think I left a piece of me in you
Suggesting a part of oneself is left with the other person
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