Lyrics
A decade and a half, and I'm better than half a decade Went from student to teacher and then
A reflection on the speaker's progress over 15 years, having surpassed the achievements of the past five years.
became my own sensei And now I'm throwing glass stones inside
The speaker evolved from a student to a teacher and eventually became self-taught (sensei).
of a cave to watch them detonate Sitting here alone with the aftermath trying
Metaphorically describing throwing challenges into a situation to observe their impact, followed by introspection.
to meditate Regulate a spectator and keep him in the distance
Assuming a role of regulation and maintaining distance from others, possibly due to past experiences.
Efficiently finish him like what's left on the dishes
Efficiently completing tasks, using a metaphor involving finishing what remains on dishes.
Explicitly vicious, my venom, leave him with the fishes
Expressing aggression and the impact of the speaker's words using venomous language.
Officially witnessed swimmers that quivered final wishes
Observing individuals facing their final moments and the speaker's detachment from their fate.
'Cause the bars that I delivered spitting acid got you tripping
The speaker's impactful bars are like acid, causing a strong reaction and questioning reality.
Wondering if I'ma come through the window like I was slim
Suggesting a threatening entrance, reminiscent of a Slim Shady reference.
But now I'm meaner than that, now I'm eager to scrap
The speaker has grown more aggressive and confident, relying on skill rather than curses.
And I don't have to ride a curse because I'm gifted in rap
The speaker is naturally gifted in rap and dismisses the need for cursing.
But fuck that, see me coming like the basics are back
Asserting dominance, comparing the return to basics with Dora the Explorer needing a map.
If you're lost then you better go and ask Dora for a map
Indicating determination to succeed despite challenges.
Bring an orange and then hoard it before the Four door Ford is back
Metaphorically hoarding success before others recognize it.
Look at that, I'm still gonna make it with the target on my back
The speaker anticipates success despite challenges and criticism.
This is only the beginning, so don't be giving me pity
The speaker views current success as just the beginning and rejects pity.
You weren't there when I was down, you only doubted me winning
Addressing those who doubted the speaker during difficult times.
You weren't around when I was out and I was roaming the city
Highlighting isolation during tough times in contrast to others in comfort.
You were up inside a house all nice and warm with a titty
Emphasizing the harsh reality of life compared to a comforting notion.
That isn't sweet anymore, I heard that it's tough from the kitty
Refuting the sweetness of life with a metaphorical reference to the harsh truth from a "kitty."
You only talk behind my back when you don't think I'ma hear it
Pointing out gossip and negative talk behind the speaker's back.
Now I'm counting all the times I heard the thunder, but don't fear it
Reflecting on overcoming challenges represented by thunder and not fearing them.
I'm only striking lightning twice in the same place if I'm near it
Metaphorically striking lightning only when in close proximity, indicating selectivity in facing challenges.
You better recognize we're wrecking eyes with an appearance
Emphasizing the speaker's impactful presence and the need to acknowledge it.
It's apparent I'm a parent, but it's time that I should air it
Acknowledging parenthood but expressing a need to address it openly.
I got a son who lives less than 30 miles away
Introducing the speaker's son living nearby and the challenges in maintaining a relationship.
With a mom that let us meet, but only if I don't relay
Conditions for meeting the son involve not sharing certain aspects of the speaker's life.
All the facts about my life, how he has sisters by my name
Revealing the existence of daughters with the same name, implying a complex family dynamic.
Unnecessary drama was the phrase she chose to take
Reference to drama caused by withholding information and selective communication.
Said my daughters weren't his sisters, bitch that's DNA
Challenging a statement denying familial ties using DNA as evidence.
Like the test you never even wanted me to fucking take
Recalling an unwanted paternity test and the speaker's determination to face challenges.
Now I'm looking at the picture like a clone of my own face
Observing a family photo and seeing a resemblance, contemplating the speaker's legacy.
And I promise by the time that I'm laying inside my grave
Expressing a commitment to ensuring the speaker's son understands love and greatness.
My son'll get to know how much I loved him, why he's great
Reflecting on the speaker's daily prayers for the safety and well-being of the son.
Why I've never gone a day without praying that he was safe
Concluding with the speaker's hope for the son's awareness of love and greatness.
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