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Nowadays, I really don't know what to even call a home
Expressing uncertainty about what constitutes a home in the present time.
Got me feeling vacant, got me now retracing all my steps
Feeling empty and retracing one's steps, possibly reflecting on past decisions.
Reminiscing all alone
Engaging in nostalgic thoughts while being alone.
About all of the memories already set in stone
Reflecting on memories that are already firmly established.
Fuck is going on?
Expressing confusion and frustration about the current situation.
I don't even know
Conveying a lack of understanding or clarity about the circumstances.
All I do is that I'm grown and I could use a couple clones
Acknowledging adulthood and expressing a desire for support or companionship.
Don't hit me on the phone, I'm rarely ever on
Not readily available to communicate via phone, indicating isolation.
I just hit it out the bong and then inside my mind I roam
Using substances (bong) to escape mentally and explore thoughts.
Keep you so distant, not one for holding on
Maintaining emotional distance and not inclined to hold onto relationships.
Search for what I'm missing change positions then I'm gone
Seeking what is missing, willing to change circumstances, and moving forward.
Hope that all's forgiven when you hear what I have written
Expressing a desire for forgiveness regarding the content of what has been written.
And if not then that is cool, cause that is your opinion
Respecting differing opinions about the written content.
Doing things that average people never will be on
Engaging in activities beyond the ordinary to prove personal worth.
Just to prove the point that I'm deserving of the throne
Asserting the right to a position of authority or respect.
Forever out my mind, half the time throwed
Being frequently in a state of altered consciousness and distraction.
Traveling the world in search in search of the unknown and I
Traveling in search of the unknown, possibly as a way to find oneself.
Just keep it on the low
Emphasizing the need for secrecy or confidentiality.
Gotta keep it on the low
Reiterating the importance of keeping things private.
Ain't nobody gotta know
Stating that emotions should not be displayed or shared openly.
Ain't no need to go and show no emotion
Advising against showing emotional vulnerability.
I just keep it on the low
Continuing to emphasize the need for secrecy or discretion.
I just keep it on the low
Repeating the idea of keeping things private and not sharing.
Ain't nobody gotta know that this home that I've known has been broken
Revealing that the home known to the individual is broken but keeping it undisclosed.
And right now I'm just holding... on
Expressing a current state of holding on to something despite difficulties.
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