Lyrics
Looking for God's attention
Seeking attention from God
Looking for higher direction
Searching for guidance from a higher power
Looking to see the who, what, where fucked my whole dam perception
Questioning the events that distorted personal perception
Looking for God's attention
Reiteration of seeking God's attention
Looking for God's attention
Expressing a lack of deserving recognition
Cause I don't feel like I deserve another fucking mention
Feelings of unworthiness for another mention
Looking for God's attention
Continuing the search for God's attention
Looking for higher direction
Continued quest for higher guidance
Looking to see the who, what, where fucked my whole dam perception
Reflecting on events that negatively impacted perception
Looking for God's attention
Persisting in seeking God's attention
I'm looking for God's attention
Emphasizing the desire for God's attention
Cause I don't feel like I deserve another fucking mention
Reiterating a sense of undeserving of mention
But what was the lesson
Questioning the lessons learned
I'm working till death without further direction
Working without clear direction and purpose
My whole adolescence
Reflecting on a challenging adolescence
Feels like I was dealing with social depression
Dealing with social depression during adolescence
This shit got me testing
Facing tests and challenges
Sitting around and just typing confessions
Engaging in confessional writing and self-reflection
But where is the message
Questioning the absence of a clear message
These stories and feeds don't show my aggression
Expressing frustration that stories don't reveal true emotions
I followed them all
Following others on social media
I liked for a call
Seeking acknowledgment through likes
My comments did nothing all
Feeling unacknowledged despite engagement
My back to the wall
Feeling cornered and defensive
My phone in my palm
Constantly holding the phone
I prays the lord will call
Hoping for a divine intervention
And I had this fight
Experiencing an ongoing internal struggle
With no end in sight
Feeling stuck with no resolution in sight
To fix everything and make it feel right
Attempting to fix everything for a sense of righteousness
But what if what's left can never be right
Doubting the possibility of making things right
And my hopes and dreams are done at midnight
Expressing despair as hopes and dreams seem to end
Yeah
Summarizing the situation with "Yeah"
That's all we're told
Highlighting the narrative told to the new generation
The new generation just lost at the soul
Commenting on the perceived loss of spirituality
I search for a lord
Searching for a higher power
I see these accounts
Observing social media accounts
Check on my own
Checking one's own social media presence
I see that they bounced
Noticing a lack of engagement or acknowledgment
Add up my likes for a viral amount
Calculating likes for potential virality
Nothing of value so what's it about
Questioning the value of social media pursuits
Only lord knows
Emphasizing the uncertainty known only to God
Cause all of their followers show
Noting the followers' behavior as indicative of God's knowledge
And I'm on my own
Feeling isolated and independent
Cause I never knew when to post
Regretting past decisions regarding posting
But
Introducing the idea of untold stories and hidden secrets
There's stories to tell and secrets to sell
Linking personal dreams to monetary pursuits
Their money, my dreams are going hell
Expressing a sense of being in a difficult situation
I'll follow the heart and pray I hear a ring from the bell.
Choosing to follow personal desires despite challenges
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