Lyrics
I been wasting time, chasing things that are make believe
Feeling like I've wasted time pursuing unreal things
I been holding on, for to long to fill a vacancy
Been holding onto something for too long just to fill an empty space
I can only see clearly when I choose to step through
Clarity only comes when I actively choose to see it
Cause everybody always tried to tell me how to view you
Others always tried influencing my perspective of you
All I know is you said yes before I even chose to
You accepted before I even made a choice to love you
Love you
Love for you
You showed me that I don't need to be famous
You showed me fame isn't necessary for validation
To have validation
Validation matters, but my aspirations burn within me, making me restless
But this dream is burning me up on the inside and I think I'm impatient
Feeling impatient due to the intensity of my dreams
I don't want it all
Not seeking everything
If I'm left alone
If left alone in hardships
In the lowest of valleys
In the lowest moments
I tried to take control
Attempted to take charge
Now I'm on my own
Now independent again, back to where I was before meeting you
Back where you found me
My initial love/starting point
My first love
Returning to you
I'm going back to you
You
You
Feeling lost and isolated within my personal space
Lost in the wilderness of my bedroom
Escalating until there's no more room for growth
Going so high, until I'm out of headroom
Ignoring advice to be patient and continuously pursuing breakthroughs
Tell me to wait, but I'll keep chasing breakthrough
Questioning if I might be wrong in the end
Like will it come soon?
Considering pretending to cope
Maybe I'm wrong in the end?
Everything falls apart during pretense
So what if I play pretend
Realizing the need for your presence again
That's when it's falling apart
You deeply affect my emotions
Think I just need you again
Wishing I'd detached myself from the beginning
You got a grip on my heart
Acknowledging things might have been different
Wish I let go from the start
All the attention and glamour
Things would be a little different
People getting caught up in superficial excitement
All the shows and all the lights
Questioning the value if I'm drowning in artificial affection
Yeah
Not desiring everything
Crowds of people getting lost in the hype
If faced with isolation and challenges
Tell me what it's worth if I'm, sinking, deeper, deeper, till I'm drowning in fake love
In the lowest points
I don't want it all
Attempting to take control
If I'm left alone
Now independent again, back to where I was before meeting you
in the lowest of valleys
My initial love/starting point
I tried to take control
Returning to you
Now I'm on my own
You
Back where you found me
-My first love
Returning to you
I'm going back to you
You
You
Returning to you
My first love
My initial love/starting point
My first love
-I'm going back to you
Returning to you
I'm going back to you
-My first love
My initial love/starting point
And when the summer ends
When the enjoyable times come to an end
You're the only one that's left
You remain the only significant thing
So Like the air in my lungs
Your love sustains me like the air I breathe
I'll keep breathing in your love
Continuously embracing your love
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