Lyrics
If I could, I would take it back
If I could, I would take back what happened
All the time, that we wasted
Reflecting on the time that was wasted
Cause damn I thought
Expressing surprise or disappointment
That we would last
Had expectations for a lasting relationship
Yeah I tried, tried to save it
Attempted to salvage the situation
But all that I got was another reason to never wanna love again
Received more reasons to avoid love
I'm beginning to wonder if I ever need it, cause I don't wanna hurt again
Questioning the necessity of love due to fear of pain
Feeling like I'm running in circles
Feeling stuck and not making progress
Why it always gotta be for nothing?
Frustration at efforts yielding no results
And it's crazy cause apart of me wish that, you would just call apologizing
Wishing for an apology and reconciliation
How'd I fall in love with a ghost?
Wondering how love developed with someone distant
Who doesn't even notice me
Feeling unnoticed by the person
Shit, I don't even wanna know
Choosing ignorance about the person's actions
If you moving on already
Suspecting the person is moving on
Maybe it was all in my head
Questioning the reality of the relationship
Maybe it was something I said
Considering personal responsibility for the situation
Maybe love ain't for me
Doubting compatibility with love
Maybe I'm better off dead..
Contemplating the idea of being better off not alive
If I could, I would take it back
Reiterating the desire to undo the past
All the time, that we wasted
Reflecting on time wasted once again
Cause damn I thought
Repeating the disappointment or surprise
That we would last
Reiterating the hope for a lasting relationship
Yeah I tried, tried to save it
Persisting in efforts to save the relationship
But all that I got was another reason to never wanna love again
Receiving more reasons to avoid love once more
I'm beginning to wonder if I ever need it, cause I don't wanna hurt again
Questioning the necessity of love again
(Maybe it was all in my head)
Reflecting on the possibility that it was all in the mind
(Maybe it was something I said)
Repeating the consideration of personal responsibility
(Maybe love ain't for me)
Reiterating doubts about compatibility with love
(Maybe I'm better off..)
Considering the possibility of being better off not alive
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