Soul Prayer
Seeking Purpose Amidst Life's Trials
Lyrics
Tell me what the fuck I got left?
Troubled reflection on what remains in life.
All the fam I grew up with went and left
Sense of loss as childhood friends have departed.
Why do I expect from myself?
Questioning personal expectations and aspirations.
I want to give the world the best of myself
Desire to offer the best of oneself to the world.
Kids are dying out there yo it’s hard
Recognition of the harsh reality of children dying.
No one taught me anything but go hard
Self-reliance learned through the experience of going hard.
I wanna take care of my moms
Expressed wish to provide for and protect one's mother.
She gave me everything man, she my heart
Gratitude towards the mother who is deeply cherished.
Every step I take like they push me two back
Facing obstacles, feeling setbacks, but resilient.
And I own it, can’t take anything u do back
Owning past actions, irreversible choices.
Some friends changes, I changed too, nothing stays the same
Reflection on changing relationships and personal evolution.
Who’s really to blame?
Questioning responsibility for life changes.
When I speak to you lord do you hear me?
Seeking connection and guidance from a higher power.
Is somebody out there?
Doubt about the presence of someone listening.
Does it reach u when I say a prayer?
Wondering if prayers have an impact.
Cause down here’s is real
Acknowledging the harshness of reality.
This world has no chill
Commentary on the unforgiving nature of the world.
We all wanna live our best lives right?
Desire for a fulfilling life for everyone.
We want more than just to get by right?
Aspiration for more than mere survival.
We work hard for it man you saw it
Recognition of hard work and dedication.
I visualize a better world in my thoughts
Envisioning an improved world through positive thoughts.
Where trees grows and all the foods fresh
Imagining a world with abundant nature and fresh food.
Where I feel good and the foul attitude can rest
Seeking a personal space free from negativity.
I owe u i got u u owe me u got me
Emphasis on mutual support and balance.
Balance above it all it ain’t all about me
Prioritizing collective well-being over individualism.
Reminiscing on a time back home
Nostalgia for a time spent in one's hometown.
When myself and an elderly lady had spoke
Recalling a conversation with an elderly woman.
Picked up a glass and asked how much it weighted
Anecdote about weighing a glass, seeking significance.
I was confused I didn’t know what to say
Confusion and uncertainty in response to a question.
Then she said it don’t matter how much it weights
Shift in perspective, weight symbolizing lightness.
It’s light now, it gets heavier the more she waits
Philosophical analogy relating weight to waiting.
That’s just like ya stress or ya worries
Comparing stress and worries to the weight of the glass.
The longer you hold on the quicker u get buried
Warning about the consequences of prolonged attachment.
If you learn to let go u gonna live long
Advocacy for letting go as a key to a longer life.
More present and not feeling withdrawn
Emphasis on being present and emotionally connected.
Could it as simple as that?
Raising a question about the simplicity of life.
All this time the definition of living was that
Realization that the essence of living is letting go.
Mama Said... Rest In Peace
Tribute to the advice or wisdom received from the mother.
Ya legacy will forever live on thru my seeds
Recognition of the enduring impact of one's legacy.
Everything I ever needed was in me
Self-discovery and acknowledgment of inner strength.
Wake and the morning and breath
Beginning the day with gratitude for life.
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