Failsafe
Failsafe: Struggling with Self-Worth and Isolation
Lyrics
I feel so void and shattered
I feel a deep sense of emptiness and fragmentation.
Nothing else seems to matter
Nothing else holds significance or importance to me.
I'm yesterday's problem and todays misconception
I am a problem from the past and a misunderstanding in the present.
I've walked a fine line thats made me feel so empty and alone
I've navigated a delicate path that has left me feeling hollow and isolated.
I live and learn but I never ask for anybody's sympathy
I learn from experiences, but I don't seek sympathy from others.
My problems push me away
My difficulties push people away.
Close the door nowhere to stay
I've closed the door, finding nowhere to stay.
I've made a conscious effort but it hasn't done me a goddamn thing
Despite conscious efforts, there's no positive change in my situation.
I've given up
I've given up trying.
You cannot read between the lines
Your understanding doesn't go beyond the surface.
You're such a burden, such a waste of time
You are a burden and a waste of time.
I've come to terms that I've come to a stalemate
I've accepted that I've reached a deadlock in my life.
I'm lost with nowhere to turn, or a failsafe
I'm lost with no options, no safety net.
I've asked for solace but have no motivation
I've sought comfort, but lack the motivation to find it.
Did I change or did you just stop caring
Uncertain if I changed or if you simply stopped caring.
I know I've changed but Im still here
Despite changes, I'm still present and unchanged at my core.
I've been here for way too long and I'm losing my grip of what's going on
I've been enduring for too long and losing my grasp on reality.
My eyes, they bleed
My eyes express pain.
My heart it sees what you've done to me.
My heart acknowledges the impact of your actions on me.
I have no hope for someone like you
I've lost hope for someone like you.
You're a lost cause
You are beyond redemption.
See you around when I come around but you better fight those urges
I might encounter you again, but resist destructive impulses.
Don't approach me without a purpose
Approach me with purpose or not at all.
I'm done im closing the curtain
I'm finished; I'm drawing the curtains on this chapter.
There's pain beneath the surface
Beneath the surface, there is hidden pain.
You done made me feel so worthless
Your actions have made me feel worthless.
I'm over feeling under, how the fuck did I deserve this
I'm tired of feeling overwhelmed; why do I deserve this?
I gave it my all and got nothing back
I gave my all but received nothing in return.
I never judged your character
I never judged your character.
Sincerely yours
Sincerely, the speaker who has reached a failsafe.
Failsafe
The culmination of the struggles and decisions made leads to a failsafe point.
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