Rob
Navigating Existence: A Soul's Quest for Belief and Identity in Natalia Ice's 'Rob'
Lyrics
God I know you're not really real but i've got something to say to you
Expressing a contemplative address to God despite acknowledging doubts about His existence.
Really talking more to myself does that just enrage you
Wondering if speaking to oneself instead of addressing God directly would provoke any reaction.
I'm waiting on the dawn
Anticipating the arrival of a new day or a positive change.
Lost in my own bed thinking will i ever be someone
Feeling lost in personal thoughts, questioning one's identity and future.
Will i ever have something in my own name cuz even that my mamma gave me
Reflecting on the desire to have something genuinely one's own, distinct from what is received from others.
If i believe
Contemplating the possibility of belief in something greater.
What if i believe
Pondering the consequences and implications of belief.
So i win
Asserting a desire or intention to emerge victorious in personal endeavors.
Find some mine
Expressing the need to discover one's own path or identity.
So i win
Reiterating the determination to succeed.
Try to find
Emphasizing the effort to find something valuable or meaningful.
Find him
Highlighting the importance of discovering oneself.
Make me lie make me pry make me sing make me try
List of requests, possibly expressing vulnerability or a desire for authenticity.
Make me feel alive
Seeking experiences that make one feel alive and connected.
I don't need to pull it together
Rejecting the need to "pull it together," possibly embracing individuality.
If you're gunna ignore me then i'm doing whatever i mean
Defiance in response to being ignored, asserting independence.
You've noticed my behavior i've been waiting all along
Acknowledging awareness of one's own behavior and the anticipation of a response.
If you know what's right then prove me wrong i swear i'm sold
Challenging others to prove the speaker wrong and expressing confidence in a decision.
A little bit smarter than my peers
Claiming a slight intellectual superiority over peers.
A little bit hungrier than she is
Asserting a higher level of ambition or drive compared to a female counterpart.
A little bit too soft with the mean shit
Admitting vulnerability in handling negativity or criticism.
I mean what's the deal with leaving
Pondering the reasons behind leaving, possibly in a relationship context.
You tell me don't believing
Questioning the advice given not to believe, possibly expressing skepticism.
Oh well i'm mad
Conveying anger and a determination to hold onto that emotion.
And i'ma hold on to that feeling
Expressing an intent to maintain a particular emotional state.
Sometimes you find and it's real
Reflecting on the authenticity of finding something real.
Sometimes you lose lose and deal
Recognizing the inevitability of facing losses and dealing with them.
Sometimes you break and don't fix
Acknowledging the reality of breaking down and the difficulty in fixing certain situations.
Sometimes you take and don't give
Admitting to taking without reciprocating, suggesting self-reflection.
Hey you
Addressing someone with a generic "hey you."
You know i'm not about conflict
Clarifying a preference for resolution over conflict.
I'm just trying to resolve this so
Expressing a desire to resolve an issue or conflict.
Tell me
Prompting a request for truth or confirmation.
Is it true
Seeking confirmation about a statement or situation.
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