Survivor's Guilt
Survivor's Yearning: A Love Tale of Habits and Heart
Lyrics
Too many girls but I only want one yeah yeah
Expressing a desire for a specific person despite other options.
I've been gone and I've been drunk
Acknowledging being absent and intoxicated.
Sippin on that 942 yea its not even 9:42 yet
Referencing a specific time (9:42) while consuming alcohol.
I know that you can feel the tension
Acknowledging a noticeable tension in the relationship.
I don't wanna lose your affection I got
Expressing a fear of losing the person's love.
Issues I don't wanna deal with baby
Admitting to personal issues and a reluctance to confront them.
I recognize I got a habit with this baby
Acknowledging a recurring behavior or pattern.
Focus on ya body already choosing me
Noticing the physical attraction and expressing a desire for exclusivity.
Force of habit I want you all for me
Admitting a habitual tendency to want the person exclusively.
Sabotaging what I really want most is you
Acknowledging self-sabotage and realizing the true desire for the person.
And I don't wanna let you go so easily
Emphasizing the reluctance to let go easily.
I won't let you go so easily
-I won't let you go so easy
-Cruising on 95 yeah speeding on the FDR
Describing a journey, possibly symbolic, to see the person.
Just to see ya face I just need a taste of your energy
Expressing a need for the person's positive energy.
Cause everybody else I had ain't like you I know that is so sad
Comparing the person to others and expressing sadness about past relationships.
You the type a b***h a n***a always gon brag about
Complimenting the person and expressing pride in the relationship.
brag about yeah I'll brag about you
-So keep dancing like you on stage on the main stage like you Coi Leray
Encouraging the person to dance and enjoy attention, likening to Coi Leray.
I'm applying pressure like I'm Pressa baby
Asserting dominance and pressure in the relationship.
I'm already him so they ain't pressing nobody
Claiming a strong identity and confidence.
I'm ya big poppa big daddy too yeah
Expressing affection and a sense of responsibility in the relationship.
Yeah I love my b***h when see gives me some attitude yea yea
Expressing love for the person's attitude.
I'm a Jersey n***a stand on ten toes yea
Asserting a strong and genuine character, possibly tied to a geographical location (Jersey).
I'm a 1012 n***a I'm thorough
-Stand with me baby
Offering support and companionship in the journey of life.
I'll take you where you need to be
-Thats with me thats with me
-We both know thats there's too many
Acknowledging the presence of other potential romantic interests.
Too many girls but I only want one yeah yeah
Reiterating the desire for a specific person despite other options.
I've been gone and I've been drunk
Repeating the internal struggle, desire, and commitment to not easily let go.
Sippin on that 942 yea its not even 9:42 yet
-I know that you can feel the tension
-I don't wanna lose your affection I got
-Issues I don't wanna deal with baby
-I recognize I got a habit with this baby
-Focus on ya body already choosing me
-Force of habit I want you all for me
-Sabotaging what I really want most is you
-And I don't wanna let you go so easily
-I won't let you go so easily
-I won't let you go so easy
Reiterating the commitment to not let go easily.
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