Lyrics
I'm so fucked up I can't feel
I am in a state of intense distress or emotional turmoil to the point where I cannot perceive sensations.
M 30 scratched on these pills
There is an inscription ("M 30") on the pills I have taken, possibly indicating a specific type or dosage.
Burned out from chasing this bag
I am exhausted from pursuing financial gain or success.
So I crack the top of this seal
To cope, I open a container, possibly of a substance like drugs or alcohol.
That Cough syrup make me feel ill
Cough syrup, which I consume, makes me feel unwell.
Six years and still ain't no meal
I have been struggling for six years without significant progress or success.
Been scraping crumbs off of my plate
I am so financially strained that I'm scraping leftover crumbs from my plate.
So these hunger pains have got real
The pangs of hunger I feel are genuine and severe.
It's a rough life so my dawg went to fentanyl
Due to the challenges of life, my friend turned to fentanyl, a potent and dangerous drug.
That was my fam used to think that I would get it all
This person, who was like family, believed I would achieve great success.
Fresh fit new whip new jewels and a record call
Having a fresh appearance, a new car, new jewelry, and a record deal were once part of my aspirations.
Guess that if you wanna reach the top then you gotta fall
Realizing that reaching the top often involves a fall or failure.
But ya best know now if I'mma get it imma have to ball
I am determined to succeed, and if necessary, I will live extravagantly ("have to ball").
Paradise for me is like a dab and some alcohol
My version of paradise involves using substances like dab and alcohol.
Catch me out here smoking blunts at the waterfall
Currently, I enjoy smoking marijuana in a relaxed setting like a waterfall.
Came a long way from the swamp and the protocol
I have come a long way from challenging and unconventional situations ("swamp and the protocol").
40 smith & Wesson at your window boutta send it off
I possess a .40 Smith & Wesson handgun and am prepared for a potentially violent confrontation.
Faded tryna hit the spotlight like a Miller moth
I am under the influence and trying to gain attention, like a moth attracted to a spotlight.
Anything I drop is like a mothafuckin coin toss
Any creative output or decision I make is uncertain, akin to a coin toss.
Talking shit online get ya mothafucking coins lost
If you provoke me online, you may lose something valuable ("coins lost").
Bitches can't look me in the eye cause I'm such a boss
People avoid making eye contact with me because of my assertive and commanding demeanor ("such a boss").
Long hair lion catch plays like I'm Randy moss
With my long hair, I am compared to a lion, and I excel in making strategic plays like the football player Randy Moss.
Left the boy bleeding til somebody had to get the gauze
I caused significant harm to someone until medical attention ("gauze") was necessary.
Fucked up head too scared to go and find the cause
I am mentally distressed and hesitant to investigate or address the root cause.
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