Lyrics
I wish I could get rid of all this pain
I desire to eliminate the emotional suffering I'm experiencing.
Feels like every second you're on my brain
Your presence occupies my thoughts constantly.
It doesn't feel real now that things have changed
The current reality seems surreal since things have undergone a transformation.
I don't know if I'll ever love again
Uncertain if I will ever experience love again in the future.
I just want you right next to me (Oh yeah)
I simply want you to be close to me.
My heart still beats for you desperately (Oh Lord)
Despite the challenges, my heart still longs for you intensely.
I'm the reason why we living separately
I acknowledge that my actions contributed to us living apart.
Addicted to you my ecstasy (Oh no)
I'm addicted to you; you are my source of ecstasy, despite the challenges.
Cautious
Approaching with caution, possibly referring to relationships or decisions.
I still don't know why I gave you any options (I gave you)
Uncertain about the reasons for providing choices or alternatives in the past.
The thought of you with someone else makes me nauseous
The idea of you being with someone else triggers feelings of sickness.
You think that I text you just to be toxic
Addressing the perception that text messages are sent with negative intentions.
Please stop it (Please stop it)
A plea to stop making negative assumptions about communication.
I've tried before to make things right
Attempts were made before to rectify and improve the situation.
I can not sleep so many nights (So many)
Difficulty sleeping due to emotional turmoil.
I see your face when I close my eyes
The image of your face lingers in my mind when I try to rest.
You call me the name that I don't like (Don't like)
You use a name that I dislike when addressing me.
Is this your way of getting back (Yuh)
Questioning if certain actions are a form of retaliation or revenge.
Some stupid game just to attack (Yuh)
Suspecting that a game is being played as a means of attack.
I said that I would come back (I said it)
Expressing a commitment to return despite challenges.
Apologized now take me back
An apology is offered, and a plea is made to reconcile.
I wish I could get rid of all this pain
Reiteration of the desire to overcome emotional pain.
Feels like every second you're on my brain (My brain)
The persistent feeling of your presence every passing second.
It doesn't feel real now that things have changed
Continued disbelief in the reality of the changed circumstances.
I don't know if I'll ever love again
Uncertain about the possibility of experiencing love again in the future.
I just want you right next to me (Oh nah)
Yearning for your proximity once more.
My heart still beats for you desperately (It does)
Despite challenges, my heart still passionately desires you.
I'm the reason why we living separately (Oh yeah)
Acknowledging personal responsibility for living apart.
Addicted to you my ecstasy
Reiterating a strong attachment and dependency on the person despite challenges.
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