Lyrics
I've been chasing stars
I've been pursuing aspirations and dreams symbolized by stars.
Mending broken hearts
Trying to mend and heal from past emotional wounds.
Now I find myself
Currently, I discover myself in a vulnerable state.
Afraid to fall apart
Feeling apprehensive about breaking down emotionally.
A thousand times I'm giving all I have
I've given my all countless times without the ability to recover.
And I can't get it back
The effort invested is irretrievable, causing a sense of loss.
Lately I've been scared of letting go
Lately, there's a fear of releasing control or attachments.
I'm all out of hope
Feeling completely devoid of optimism.
I just keep on finding myself lost in the dark
Consistently finding myself lost in emotional darkness.
Yeah I've been covered in scars for a while now
Existing with visible emotional wounds for an extended period.
Feeling like I'm losing my light I need a spark before I fall apart
Sensation of losing inner brightness, seeking a catalyst.
Sometimes I wish I could fly away
Expressing a desire to escape from current circumstances.
Spread my wings and leave it all today
Wishing to break free from the challenges and burdens of life.
Free my mind from this anxiety
Yearning for mental freedom from anxiety and stress.
I've been scared I really fear the little things
Fearful of the impact of seemingly insignificant aspects of life.
I've been losing all of my focus
Experiencing a loss of concentration and direction in life.
I'm filling my head with doubt
Filling the mind with uncertainty and lack of confidence.
Feeling like I'm all the way down
Feeling emotionally low, as if hitting rock bottom.
I'm playing with my emotions
Engaging in emotional struggles and trying to express feelings.
Tryna let it all out
Attempting to release pent-up emotions without success.
Sitting here but I don't know how
Sitting in confusion, unsure of how to cope.
I just keep on finding myself lost in the dark
Frequently getting lost in emotional darkness.
Yeah I've been covered in scars for a while now
Continuing to bear visible emotional wounds.
Feeling like I'm losing my light I need a spark before I fall apart
Sensing the loss of inner brightness and seeking a positive influence.
Sometimes I wish I could fly away
Expressing a desire for escape from current struggles.
Spread my wings and leave it all today
Wishing for freedom and a fresh start in life.
Free my mind from this anxiety
Yearning for liberation from mental stress and unease.
I've been scared I really fear the little things
Fearful of the impact of seemingly insignificant aspects of life (repeated).
I've come to realize that everything's alright
Realization that overall, everything is okay and manageable.
It was all in my head
Understanding that past anxieties were creations of the mind.
I went from darker nights to lights all in my eyes
Transitioning from difficult times to a more positive phase.
So tell me why it still feels like
Despite positive changes, there's a lingering sense of unease.
Sometimes I wish I could fly away
Reiteration of the desire to escape from current challenges.
Spread my wings and leave it all today
Expressing the wish to leave behind current burdens and start anew.
Free my mind from this anxiety
Yearning for mental liberation from ongoing anxiety.
I've been scared I really fear the little things
Fearful of the impact of seemingly insignificant aspects of life (repeated).
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