Lyrics
You and me we made a vow
You and I made a commitment or promise
For better or for worse
Commitment was for both good and bad times
I can't believe you let me down
I'm shocked that you betrayed our commitment
But the proof is in the way it hurts
The evidence is in the emotional pain I feel
For months on end I've had my doubts
My doubts have lingered for a long time
Denying every tear
Trying to hide and deny my sadness
I wish this would be over now
Wishing the pain would end soon
But I know that I still need you here
Despite everything, I still need you in my life
You say I'm crazy
You claim I'm irrational
'Cause you don't think I know what you've done
You think I'm unaware of your actions
But when you call me baby
Even though you affectionately call me baby
I know I'm not the only one
I'm aware that I'm not the only one in your life
You've been so unavailable
You've been emotionally distant
Now sadly I know why
Now I understand the reason for your distance
Your heart is unobtainable
Your heart is unattainable or unresponsive
Even though Lord knows you kept mine
Even though you've held onto my heart
You say I'm crazy
You dismiss my concerns as irrational
'Cause you don't think I know what you've done
Yet, you're fully aware of your actions
But when you call me baby
Despite the endearment, I know I'm not your only one
I know I'm not the only one
I recognize that I'm not the sole focus of your affection
I have loved you for many years
My love for you has spanned many years
Maybe I am just not enough
Perhaps I am insufficient or not worthy
You've made me realize my deepest fear
You've made me confront my deepest fear
By lying and tearing us up
Through lies, you've damaged our relationship
You say I'm crazy
Similar to line 9, you think I'm irrational
'Cause you don't think I know what you've done
You're aware that I know about your actions
But when you call me baby
Even with endearment, I'm not your only one
I know I'm not the only one
Despite affectionate words, I'm not your sole focus
You say I'm crazy
Reiteration of the perception of irrationality
'Cause you don't think I know what you've done
You still believe I'm unaware of your actions
But when you call me baby
Despite the endearment, I'm not your only one
I know I'm not the only one
Acknowledgment that I'm not your sole focus
I know I'm not the only one
Emphasis on the realization that I'm not alone
I know I'm not the only one
Repetition to emphasize the awareness of not being alone
And I know, and I know, and I know
Expressing certainty in the knowledge
And I know, and I know, and I know, know
Reaffirmation of certainty and awareness
I know I'm not the only one
Final assertion of the awareness of not being the only one
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