In My Head
Love's Illusion: Navigating Passion and Reality
Lyrics
Hoping you'll sneak out this time
Hoping for your secret departure this time
Why'd you have to stay the night?
Questioning why you chose to spend the night
Sadly boy you're just my type
Regrettably, you fit the mold of the person I'm drawn to
But something 'bout us isn't right
There's an inherent issue between us
I don't care what we could be
I'm indifferent to what our potential relationship could become
You think you know what's good for me
You believe you know what's best for me
Yeah I know we disagree
We have conflicting viewpoints
Leaving is a tendency
Leaving seems to be a recurring pattern
Now that I have your affection
Now that I've gained your affection
I should mention I hate
I need to express that I dislike
Seeing you in my bed
Witnessing you in my bed
I'm too young for this commitment
I feel too young for such a commitment
Maybe we should just be friends
Perhaps it's better if we remain just friends
I liked you better in my head
I preferred the idea of you in my thoughts rather than reality
Just give me some space
I require some personal space
You should stay at your own place
It's better if you stay at your own residence
Smoking, drinking all alone
Indulging in substances alone
Faded blowing up your phone
Under the influence, incessantly calling
Trying to get in one quick moan
Seeking a brief intimate moment
Left a message at the tone
Left a message on voicemail
No don't take me out on a date
Refusing an invitation for a date
I can't fake that
I can't pretend to enjoy that
Really only enjoy the chase
I genuinely only find pleasure in the pursuit
I can't change that
That aspect of me cannot be altered
Loving you is just for fun
My affection for you is solely for amusement
Break my heart so I can run
Break my heart so I have a reason to leave
Now I'm craving your attention
Currently desiring your attention
Baby wish you'd hate me
I wish you'd feel animosity toward me
It's like I've always said
Similar to what I've always voiced
Instead of letting you come over
Preferably, rather than having you visit
Think I'd rather just pretend
I think it's better to feign interest
I liked you better in my head
My ideal image of you is preferable
Just give me some space
I require some personal space
You should stay at your own place
It's better if you stay at your own residence
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