Whole Again
Healing Hearts: Rediscovering Love Beyond Pain
Lyrics
Why was I so confused
Expressing confusion about a situation
When I knew there was only you
Acknowledging the presence of only one person (you) in the speaker's life
Especially after what you gave me
Reflecting on something significant received from the person
A lifetime of love in a year's time
Describing a profound love experienced in a short period
But when you fell down I felt out
Feeling disconnected when the person faced challenges
Felt like hitting the ground
Emotionally hitting a low point
I couldn't stand it anymore
Expressing inability to tolerate the situation
but what could I do I needed you
Recognizing dependence on the person despite difficulties
You had no clue
Noticing the person's lack of awareness
Then it all came to an end
Describing the end of the relationship
The longing for you - no way to see it through
Expressing the impossibility of overcoming the yearning for the person
I don't know if I'll ever feel whole again
Doubting the possibility of feeling complete again
Hoping I can at least pretend
Wishing to pretend and cope with the situation
I mean I saw it through to the end
Acknowledging seeing the relationship to its conclusion
The only thing that came through is that
Realizing that the only outcome is the inability to continue the relationship
I could no longer be with you
Expressing the difficulty of staying together
But how much more do I have to waste away
Questioning how much more suffering is required
For you to be alright
Concern for the well-being of the person
How much longer do I have to wait
Impatience about starting a new phase in life
To start the rest of my life
Expressing the desire to move on
I want what I paid for
Asserting the need to receive what is deserved
The end of my obligations
Desiring the end of responsibilities and commitments
I mean is it necessary for me to risk a relationship
Questioning the necessity of jeopardizing a relationship over a nonexistent issue
Over something that no longer exists
Expressing a wish for understanding the acceptability of the situation
I wish there was a way for you to see why this is ok
Desiring the other person to see that the speaker's actions are not intended to cause harm
That I'm not trying to hurt you
Clarifying the absence of harmful intentions in moving forward
I'm carrying on with the rest of my life
Expressing the decision to continue with one's life
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