Lyrics
I hold this inside
I keep my emotions and struggles hidden within myself.
I'm scared that I might just suffer alone until I die
I fear enduring suffering in solitude until my death.
I'm far from the light; there's no one in sight
I am distant from positivity or hope; there is no one around to help.
And I don't know how to feel right
I am unsure about how to experience or express positive emotions.
How did I get like this?
I reflect on how I reached this emotional state.
I'm a failure to coexist lately
I feel like a failure in the ability to coexist with others recently.
Nobody knows me best like know my lonely, know my loneliness
No one understands me better than my own loneliness.
I'm severing ties and I don't know why
I am cutting off connections with others, and I'm uncertain why.
I'm watching the days roll into nights
I observe time passing from day to night.
It's never the time, I guess that it's fine
There seems never to be an appropriate time; perhaps it's okay.
I'm stuck in a fragile state of mind
I find myself trapped in a delicate and vulnerable state of mind.
There's never a reason, it might be the season
There's no clear cause; it could be influenced by external factors like the season.
I'm caught in a feeling I can't shake now
I am entangled in an emotion that I cannot easily dispel.
It's not any secret, I struggle to speak up
My difficulty in expressing myself is not a secret; I might burst emotionally.
I think I might erupt, someone save me
I feel on the verge of emotional eruption and seek help.
How did I get like this?
I ponder how I ended up in this emotional state.
I'm a failure to coexist lately
I sense a recent failure in my ability to coexist with others.
Nobody knows me best like know my lonely, know my loneliness
No one understands me better than my own loneliness.
I was waiting on the right time to be honest and talk about everything but then
I waited for the right moment to be honest, but someone advised that there is no perfect time, just now.
Someone told me there's no right time; just now
This is my only chance; I should take the opportunity to express myself.
This is all I've got, give it one more shot
I have only this one chance; I'll give it my best effort.
Now I know next time things fall apart
After this attempt, I understand that there may be future challenges.
This is all I've got, give it one more shot
I have only this one chance; I'll give it my best effort.
If I mess things up, I'll just restart
If I make mistakes, I am willing to start over.
How did I get like this?
I reflect on how I reached this emotional state.
I'm a failure to coexist lately
I feel like a failure in the ability to coexist with others recently.
Nobody knows me best like know my lonely, know my loneliness
No one understands me better than my own loneliness.
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