what it really means to me
Discovering Self-Redemption Through Struggle
Lyrics
Struggling to find myself again
Expressing the difficulty in self-discovery and identity.
Lately it's been so damn hard to get up out of my bed
Highlighting the struggle to find motivation and get out of bed.
There's always a fucking fog inside the depths of my head
Describing a persistent mental fog and confusion.
Can't escape the feelings that I'm always gonna dread
Conveying a sense of enduring negative emotions.
Cause I hate looking back at myself
Expressing dissatisfaction with self-image and health.
In the mirror cause I suck at taking care of my health
Reflecting on difficulty in self-care and self-acceptance.
We all need a bit of help
Acknowledging the universal need for support.
Especially when we ruin the cards
Recognizing the impact of personal choices on life situations.
That we have been dealt
Referring to the challenges inherent in one's life circumstances.
I'm stuck in my skin
Expressing a feeling of being trapped or stagnant.
I can't feel anything
Conveying emotional numbness or detachment.
Drown me till I sink
Symbolizing a desire to escape or be overwhelmed.
Into the depths of my sins
Referring to personal mistakes and regrets.
Can I ever be
Expressing uncertainty about achieving personal goals.
Who I really want to be
Questioning the authenticity of one's identity.
Clear my mind to try and see
Seeking mental clarity for self-discovery.
What it really means to me
Reflecting on the true significance of life and personal aspirations.
To live inside my dreams
Desiring to live within the realm of personal dreams and aspirations.
Drinking to escape reality
Using drinking as a coping mechanism to avoid reality.
Baby you know that I cannot go back home to see you
Expressing an inability to return home due to personal struggles.
I feel so damn defeated anytime that I hear you
Feeling defeated in the face of challenges, especially in relationships.
In my head telling me to be better, yea I feel you
Internal conflict with the advice or expectations from others.
But baby I've been stuck in my skin
Reiterating the feeling of being trapped or confined.
Trying to break all of habits
Struggling to break free from negative habits.
Like drinking down the fifth
Specifically mentioning the habit of excessive drinking.
Of the flor de caña till I deeply reminisce
Drinking to reminisce about past memories, both positive and negative.
Of all the memories of me and you I miss
Expressing a longing for past memories, particularly in relationships.
I'm stuck in my skin
Repeating the feeling of being stuck or trapped within oneself.
I can't feel anything
Reiterating a sense of emotional numbness or detachment.
Drown me till I sink
Symbolizing a desire to be overwhelmed or consumed.
Into the depths of my sins
Acknowledging personal mistakes and wrongdoing.
Can I ever be
Questioning the possibility of achieving desired personal growth.
Who I really want to be
Expressing uncertainty about reaching one's authentic self.
Clear my mind to try and see
Seeking mental clarity for genuine self-discovery.
What it really means to me
Reflecting on the true significance of life and personal aspirations (repeated).
To live inside my dreams
Desiring to live within the realm of personal dreams and aspirations (repeated).
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