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Death ain't easy, life is hard that is the truth I do admit
Death is difficult, but life's challenges are undeniable, admitting the truth.
People want what they can't have they spend their lives pursuing it
People often desire what's unattainable, spending their lives in pursuit of it.
Wasting time on something or someone that doesn't want you I know the feeling I'm Used it
Investing time in something or someone who doesn't reciprocate, understanding the feeling of being used.
Love is such an illusion, If love is a fucking drug then it must be a strong hallucinogen
Love is portrayed as an illusion, comparing it to a potent hallucinogenic drug.
Scars and all of the bruises you see my body are wounded with
The visible scars and bruises on the body serve as evidence of enduring pain.
Should provide you with proof that there's nothing inside this earth that can stop me from Just pursuing this
Determined pursuit despite obstacles, asserting an unstoppable nature.
Started losing friends when I became so influential cause I stopped hiding mistake
Losing friends due to becoming influential by not concealing mistakes.
I started seeing change because I chose to love myself instead of being woman crazed
Positive change resulted from choosing self-love over obsession with women.
The proof is how my loved ones say that I ain't shit and now their friends are bumping Me it funny that's how karma likes to play
Loved ones' perception changed negatively, witnessing a shift in how others appreciate the artistry—karma's irony.
You can desecrate my passion but can't defame my character
Actions can't tarnish passion but may attempt to damage reputation.
You don't know a fraction of the trauma i endured when I was coming up cause luckily Where came from is a silver spoon
Implying a difficult upbringing with untold struggles, contrasting backgrounds.
You don't have a single clue you never had to sacrifice or go without cause every route You chose to take was predestined and built for you
Highlighting the disparity in life experiences, suggesting privilege and predetermined paths.
Let's reassess what I feel for you
Considering reassessment of emotions toward someone.
You're a chia pet I'm a real dude
Comparing oneself authentically to someone superficial, asserting individuality.
But still you think you're Geppetto though and I'm Pinocchio cause both of us got strings Attached but I'm breaking free cause I've finally revealed the truth
Metaphorically describing a relationship with both parties having attachments, but one finding freedom by revealing truths.
Your identity in scholarships; college degrees, My identity inside the booth
Contrasting identities—academic achievements versus artistic expression.
My Identity inside every song but your family tree won't accept that news
An identity conflict with familial acceptance due to artistic pursuits.
You put me down to make yourself better you're just jealous I'm a free spirit you're Insecure with your every move
Being put down by someone envious of free-spiritedness, highlighting their insecurity.
I'm done
A declaration of being done or finished.
I'm done because I love you more than life while just only love yourself
Expressing love while acknowledging the other's self-centeredness.
Rather hang me out to dry than ever lend a hand to help
An accusation of neglecting needs and refusing to offer help.
Every need I ever had you either swept under the rug or tried to hang right on the shelf
Describing a problematic relationship where needs are ignored or dismissed.
Yeah It sucks that that's our life; our relationships dichotomy
Reflecting on the challenging nature of the relationship—a contradictory dynamic.
We at each other's throats fucking constantly like tracheotomy's
Constant conflicts akin to a surgical procedure—tracheotomy—symbolizing the pain.
This pain haunting me
The haunting presence of emotional pain from the situation.
You treat me like a toddler while I treat you like a novelty
A comparison of unequal treatment and perception in the relationship.
Try so hard resolving things with every single thought I think
Struggling to resolve issues but facing difficulty due to the other's reluctance.
But every time I talk or speak you treat it like I'm pulling teeth
Expressing difficulty in communication or sharing thoughts, met with resistance.
I know, yes I know, loyalty has got an expiration date
Realization that loyalty has limits, implying a temporary nature.
Let's set the record straight
A call to clarify misunderstandings or misconceptions.
I know that there's a difference between comfort and control and you're so comfortable Controlling almost everything, Insult me with your every move
Highlighting a difference between comfort and control in the relationship, pointing out the other's controlling nature.
Jesus take the wheel but you let emotions drive you, steering, holding ten and two
Metaphorically referencing relinquishing control to emotions rather than rationality.
It's clear your friends mean more to you than fearing what you're sure to lose
Indicating prioritization of friends over fear of losing the relationship.
And when I tell you how I feel you boil it down and say I'm just a tortured artist using Words to paint a portrait of my torturous views
Describing the dismissal of genuine emotions as mere artistic expression.
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