Lyrics
I got these tidal wave of emotions
Feeling overwhelmed by intense emotions
I can’t explain or expose them
Unable to fully express or reveal these emotions
It’s like I’m truthful and grounded but then I’m faintly bipolar
Feeling both truthful and grounded while also experiencing mood swings resembling bipolar disorder
Truly love my own image but can’t embrace my composer
Having self-love but struggling to accept one's own behavior or actions
It's like my mood it just switches, my circuit breaker it shorted
Experiencing abrupt mood changes, feeling like there's a disruption in control
It’s like I know what I know but then I’m ashamed that I know it
Conflicted about knowledge or understanding, feeling ashamed of it
I fucking know that I’m gifted but was I meant for this culture
Acknowledging personal talent but questioning its alignment with cultural expectations
I don’t rap how they rap
Not conforming to the typical style of rapping, feeling different or potentially inferior
That makes me different or stupid
Feeling judged for not following conventional norms
They say that sights is what see and your vision is what you see for your future
Reflecting on the difference between seeing things and envisioning a future
What I see is intrusive
Feeling intrusive thoughts or ideas about success
I like to think I’ll be successful but the demon on my shoulder trying deem me a loser
Confidence in potential success conflicting with internal doubts
Trying keep me from moving
Feeling restrained from progress or advancement
Got a leash around my neck and man this leash is a nuisance
Feeling restricted or controlled by circumstances
No wait, this leash is a noose that I can’t conveniently loosen
Comparing constraints to a noose, feeling unable to easily escape
Are my dreams worth perusing cause nowadays I feels like juice world is the only one who got to see his dreams become lucid, I fucking hate you
Questioning the worth of pursuing dreams when others seem more successful
Talking to the man inside the mirror that makes me question
Engaging in self-reflection, questioning one's identity
Who’s the man inside this crystal ball
Uncertainty about future self, feeling disconnected
All these sacrifices that I’ve made for all my music, was it worth the shit I caused
Reflecting on sacrifices made for music and questioning their worth
Or was I meant to be a prime example of what not do and be this sacrificial hog
Considering if experiences serve as a negative example
I just need
Expressing a need for something
I just need some patience and to learn to keep my face low
Desiring patience and the ability to remain low-key
Focus on the future; only change what I can change though
Focusing on the controllable aspects of the future
I just need the strength to try to let go of this anger and the burdens
Desiring strength to release anger and burdens
That I am chained too
Feeling constrained by burdens and emotional weight
Burdens that I’m chained too
Emphasizing the weight and impact of these burdens
I just need some patience and to learn to keep my face low
Repetition of the need for patience, restraint, focus on controllable aspects, and releasing emotional burdens
Focus on the future; only change what I can change though
-I just need the strength to try to let go of this anger and the burdens
-That I am chained too
-Burdens that I’m chained too
-Patience
-Was never a suit that wore strongly
-My life is like origami the way I bend backwards for this, is always just so exhausting
-My thoughts feel abnormally sloppy
-The way they just form on papers like reading a different language
-Or breaking down foreign policies
-Hate to think who would I be
-What if I wasn’t cocky and writers block finally got me
-That is just true malarkey
-That is just foolish talking
-That’s why I just deemed myself the new Genghis Khan in Bill Cosby
-The way I can kill a beat; the way I can rape a booth
-The words that I maybe use to manipulate all the youth
-I hated geometry, but I wonder who I will be and the artist I’ll shape into
-But then time will tell I just need
-I just need some patience and to learn to keep my face low
-Focus on the future; only change what I can change though
-I just need the strength to try to let go of this anger and the burdens
-That I am chained too
-Burdens that I’m chained too
-I just need some patience and to learn to keep my face low
-Focus on the future; only change what I can change though
-I just need the strength to try to let go of this anger and the burdens
-That I am chained too
-Burdens that I’m chained too
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