Lyrics
We break
We experience separation or disruption.
We scream
Expressing intense emotions vocally.
We fight
Engaging in conflict or disagreement.
Build scars
Developing emotional wounds or scars.
We take
Taking from each other.
From each
Reciprocal actions causing harm.
Leave wounds
Leaving lasting emotional injuries.
Make flaws
Creating imperfections or mistakes.
Poison
Introducing negativity or harm.
When we speak
Communication with no limits.
No boundaries
Absence of restrictions or borders.
At all
Complete lack of limitations.
We place
Placing responsibility on others.
Our blames
Assigning blame to external sources.
But don't own
Acknowledging external faults but not internal ones.
Our own faults
Failure to recognize personal mistakes.
It's my fault
Repeated admission of personal fault.
It's my fault
-It's my fault
-It's my fault
-Cause I did you wrong
Acknowledging wrongdoing in a relationship.
Now all of your friends, they tell you to move on
Friends advise moving on after betrayal.
I understand and I get their intent, that they just have your back but it takes two to tango but to everyone' thinks that you cannot be flawed
Explaining the complexity of flaws and perceptions.
Cussing me out in these public disputes, to my face they play cute, then they turn right around and tell you that I'm fake
Public disputes and dual-faced acquaintances.
When truth is they tell you one thing then they tell me another, they're playing both sides of the gate
People playing both sides of conflicts.
Drama they crave and we're caught in their scopes
Desire for drama by external parties.
I've owned my mistakes but to them it don't show
Owning up to mistakes without external acknowledgment.
I gathered my strength and I've tried to explain but if I'm being frank there ain't one explanation to them that I owe
Attempts to explain met with resistance.
Don't take this offensive but Jesus I've grown
Reflecting on personal growth.
Yes I have fucked up, I am a big fuck up, so fuck it I know
Acceptance of personal shortcomings.
Toxic I may be but you ain't no angel, you don't wear halos
Self-awareness of toxic behavior.
Jesus I'm human, I don't walk on water I'm not Eminem and I'm trying my hardest to not let emotions just bury me no
Emphasizing human imperfections and struggles.
Maybe I'm better off being alone
Contemplation of solitude as a solution.
I really don't know
Uncertainty about the best course of action.
We break
Repetition of previous themes in the relationship.
We scream
-We fight
-Build scars
-We take
-From each
-Leave wounds
-Make flaws
-Poison
-When we speak
-No boundaries
-At all
-We place
-Our blames
-But don't own
-Our own faults
-It's my fault
Reiterating personal responsibility for wrongdoing.
It's my fault
-It's my fault
-It's my fault
-Cause I did you wrong
Acknowledging causing harm to the other person.
Now these accusations tell you to move on
External pressure to move on from accusations.
I understand and I get how it looks, that I'm playing these games and I know the expression, perception nine tenths of the law
Acknowledging the influence of perceptions.
You get in my face, if these walls were to speak I can't even imagine the stories they'd tell
Speculation on the stories walls would tell.
What gory details every argument paints and I hate to pass blame but it's not just my self
Sharing blame for the relationship's issues.
Constructing this toxic environment, I'm not the one that put us on the shelf
Denying sole responsibility for the toxic environment.
Fact of the matter my people don't interject into our problems and stir up the pot till it boils and spills
Blaming external influences for stirring conflicts.
If our life is a movie I wanna drop kick the projector that's rolling the film
Expressing a desire to disrupt the narrative of their life.
True definition of happiness inside your life is to love and be loved and if love is a drug then I'd rather be sober at will
Defining happiness through love and sobriety.
With draw and heal
Withdrawing to heal from the relationship.
Maybe you're better off being alone, maybe I'll do the same but the truth is I really don't know how to feel
Contemplating the uncertainty of being alone.
I really don't know how to feel
Expressing confusion about emotions.
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