Lyrics
I spent the last few months getting back on track
I've spent the recent months working towards stability and improvement.
For the first time in a long time I'm not looking back
For the first time in a while, I am focused on the present and not dwelling on the past.
I check the mirror get my hair straight
I pay attention to my appearance, ensuring my hair is in order.
I showered almost every day this week, yeah, how about that? I been to all the old haunts
I've been taking care of myself, including regular showers, a positive change.
Small experiments
I've been revisiting familiar places and engaging in small, meaningful experiences.
I'm kinda exercising mindfulness
I'm practicing mindfulness, being aware of and present in the moment.
As long as you
There's a condition or expectation attached to the actions described.
Don't say that you want me Yeah, you
Emphasizing the desire for the other person not to express a specific sentiment.
Don't say that you want me
Reiteration of the plea for the other person not to declare a particular feeling.
Looks like you've founds someone
Observation that the other person seems to have found a new connection.
A real breath of light
Describing the newfound connection as refreshing and vibrant.
Like, technicolor to your black and white It's just too much
The contrast between the vivid presence of the new connection and the speaker's attempt to simplify their own life.
I keep telling my self I've gotta simplify I'm casting lines into fire
The speaker is grappling with conflicting emotions and trying to simplify their thoughts.
You're a blushing bride
Metaphorical description of the other person as a blushing bride, possibly emphasizing innocence or purity.
On a creaky crutch
Metaphor of the other person relying on support but with a potential sense of instability.
As long as you
Reiteration of the plea for the other person not to express a particular sentiment.
Don't say that you want me Yeah, you
Emphasizing the desire for the other person not to declare a specific feeling.
Don't say that you want me
Reiteration of the plea for the other person not to express a particular sentiment.
Oh how I trip on my tongue Honey, it's not fair
Expressing difficulty in communicating, suggesting a sense of unfairness.
My hearts an unsteady drum Shaky but gets you there and my love weighs a ton But that west coast air
Describing the speaker's heart as uncertain but persistent, and the impact of the west coast air on emotions.
Is your designer drug Who could keep up with it
Describing the west coast air as a potent influence, possibly metaphorical as a powerful force.
As long as you
Reiteration of the plea for the other person not to express a particular sentiment.
Don't say that you want me Yeah, you
Emphasizing the desire for the other person not to declare a specific feeling.
Don't say that you want me
Reiteration of the plea for the other person not to express a particular sentiment.
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