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8. Always Late
Always Late
Always late, always behind
Chronically tardy, consistently lagging behind
Always waiting for a sign
Continually anticipating a signal or indication
Passivity, stability
Passiveness and stability as defining traits
Consistent state of "live in line"
Maintaining a constant state of conformity or following societal expectations
Starting my life too late to see
Realizing life's journey started too late, leading to repercussions
That everything is backfiring at me
Consequences of decisions unfolding unfavorably
Born with a disease inside my head
Metaphorical disease affecting thoughts or mindset
Lived through years and years of playing dead
Survived numerous years in a state of emotional numbness or detachment
Never seen myself as more than a mess
Self-perception characterized by chaos or disorder
Don't know if I'm cursed or blessed
Uncertainty about whether life experiences are a curse or a blessing
Can't talk with people without feeling ashamed
Social interaction marked by shame and difficulty
A fucking burden on this goddamn earth
Feeling like a burden on the world
How can I even communicate
Challenges in effective communication
When every time I try to love it backfires as hate?
Love attempts resulting in negativity or hostility
So now I try to understand
Seeking to comprehend the male experience
How it feels to be a man
Navigating the transition from childhood to adulthood
No more a child, but still feels like it
Feeling immature despite the age
Skipped through all the phase of being a kid
Skipping essential phases of childhood
Starting my life at the age of 16
Embarking on life's journey at 16
(Starting my life at the age of 16!)
Reiterating the significant starting point at 16
How can I even communicate
Continued struggles in effective communication
When every time I try to love it backfires as hate?
Love attempts resulting in hatred and negativity
How can I even communicate
Challenges in responding positively to love
When every time I feel loved I respond it with hate?
Pattern of responding to love with hatred
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