Lyrics
Didn’t go quite as I’d planned it
Experiencing a deviation from the original plan or expectation.
Thirty-two years passed yet I’m acting like I just landed
Despite 32 years passing, feeling disoriented or inexperienced.
You lit that fire that once burned bright
Referring to someone who ignited a passion that has faded over time.
You taught me back what I forgot
Relearning forgotten lessons with the help of the mentioned person.
Until I got off track
Expressing a state of being off course or losing one's way.
We tried too fast
Acknowledging a relationship that moved too quickly.
Every second passing by
Feeling the swift passage of time, possibly regretting decisions.
I grieve inside
Internal emotional pain or sorrow.
For what’s about to slip from my grasp
Fearing the loss of something valuable about to slip away.
(I knew what lied ahead)
Awareness of the challenges ahead, anticipating difficulties.
Still I go still I go falling head over heels yeah
Continuing to fall deeply in love despite potential consequences.
(Bound to a bitter end)
Acknowledging an inevitable, possibly negative, outcome.
Told myself I would change
Commitment to change and break away from past patterns.
That it wouldn’t be the same
Skepticism about the possibility of real change.
But the more you trynna hold it
The more one tries to control, the more it becomes maddening.
And the more it drives you insane
Struggling with the effects of attempting to control a situation.
Didn’t go quite as I’d planned it
Reiteration of the unexpected outcome of the original plan.
Thirty-two years passed yet I’m acting like I just landed
Continued feeling of being new or inexperienced despite age.
You lit that fire that once burned bright
Recalling a past passion that has now diminished.
You taught me back what I forgot
Learning lessons anew from the mentioned person.
Until I got off track
Reiterating the sense of being off course or lost.
Surrender be my escape
Desiring an escape, surrendering to a different path.
Speak louder I can’t hear a word you say
Difficulty in hearing someone's words, suggesting a lack of communication.
Surrender I’ll ease your pain
Choosing surrender as a way to alleviate pain.
Come closer I can’t hear a fucking word you say
Frustration and inability to hear what someone is saying.
Didn’t go quite as I’d planned it
Repeating the theme of the unexpected outcome of the plan.
Thirty-two years passed yet I’m acting like I just landed
Continued sense of disorientation or newness despite time passed.
You lit that fire that once burned bright
Echoing the fading of a once passionate flame.
You taught me back what I forgot
Relearning forgotten lessons again from the same person.
Until I got off track
Reiterating the feeling of being off course or lost.
Did I go too far?
Questioning if actions or decisions went too far.
Did I say too much?
Reflecting on the possibility of verbalizing too much.
Point me to a better place where our times are meant to last
Seeking guidance to a better place where relationships endure.
Don’t you resent me
Requesting understanding rather than resentment from others.
Please try and help me
Pleading for assistance and support from others.
My crown was yours and I was blind
Symbolic reference to a lost sense of royalty or authority.
Until I got off track
Reiterating the theme of going off track in a metaphorical sense.
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