In the Habit
Breaking Free from the Charade: Nick Nassab's Melodic Reflections
Lyrics
In the malaise of overthinking
In a state of overthinking and unease
How this all started, why it came to be
Reflecting on the origin and reasons for the current situation
I don't wanna take five I wanna be free
Desire for freedom rather than conforming to a prescribed routine
In the charade that took me nowhere
In a meaningless and deceptive situation
No one's gonna tell me what they want me to see
Rejecting external expectations and influences
Why should I hear out them when they don't know me?
Questioning the legitimacy of advice from those who don't truly understand
Baby, it's so unfair
Expressing frustration at the perceived injustice of the situation
Remember when you told me how I never wanna hang on a Friday night
Recalling a conversation about avoiding commitments on Friday nights
I'm already cut in nine, I'm just trying to get back time
Feeling overwhelmed and attempting to recover lost time
Even then I figure I could never get out of a week day stall
Struggling to break free from the monotony of weekdays
Thinking how I'll double my mind, but I can never get that right
Attempting to expand one's perspective but facing challenges
I'm a bonafide habit and though I try
Acknowledging a consistent behavior or pattern
Matching what I say, I'm not really here today
Admitting a lack of presence and authenticity in the moment
Went through the walls and tried to fake that
Attempting to deceive or hide behind a facade
My forehead didn't hurt and it went not seen
Physical pain is not apparent, maintaining a false appearance
Why should I feel spent when I'm wearing a screen?
Questioning the need to feel exhausted when projecting an image
Went through a phase where I felt like no one
Going through a phase of feeling isolated and disconnected
And tried not to feel like a malady
Avoiding feeling like an illness or burden
But that was all bullshit and now I'm free
Realizing that previous beliefs were false, now experiencing freedom
And baby I'm things
Identity is evolving or changing
But it's so unclear
Expressing confusion or lack of clarity
Remember when you told me how I never wanna hang on a Friday night
Recalling a conversation about avoiding commitments on Friday nights (repeated)
I'm already cut in nine, I'm just trying to get back time
Feeling overwhelmed and attempting to recover lost time (repeated)
Even then I figure I could never get out of a week day stall
Struggling to break free from the monotony of weekdays (repeated)
Thinking how I'll double my mind, but I can never get that right
Attempting to expand one's perspective but facing challenges (repeated)
I'm a bonafide habit and though I try
Acknowledging a consistent behavior or pattern (repeated)
Matching what I say, I'm not really here today
Admitting a lack of presence and authenticity in the moment (repeated)
In the habit I can see what I want
Recognizing the habitual nature and desire for certain things
Watching traffic, I can be who they're not
Observing others and being something different from societal norms
Split Down the Middle...
Experiencing a division or conflict within oneself
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