THE SUN
Dark Trench: Unraveling Night Lovell's Inner Turmoil
Lyrics
Sick all day and it's 'cause I'm on my lone shit
Sick all day due to being alone and independent
In my brain it be feeling like a mosh pit
Mentally chaotic, feeling like a turbulent crowd
You don't like me 'cause I'm sitting in the cockpit
Not liked because of being in control (cockpit)
Been too long so I told that bitch to stop it
Ended a relationship because it lasted too long
Since I changed I don't fuck with any sunny days
Avoiding sunny days since personal changes
Don't go out in sunny days without my Cartier's
Wearing Cartier glasses on sunny days
Cartier's nice but I like my Louis frames
Prefers Louis frames over Cartier glasses
Fucked that thottie and her friend but I forgot they names
Engaged with two women but forgot their names
Jokes aside I've been going through some dark shit
Experiencing challenging and emotionally dark times
Everyday I just be feeling like some dog shit
Feeling consistently low and undesirable
It's like my body just belongs inside a dark trench
Feels a sense of belonging in a dark place
Then they find my body laying on a park bench
Imagining a tragic end, lying on a park bench
All these kids say I'm iconic, you so underrated
Recognized as iconic but feels underrated
Well I rather underrated versus overrated
Values being underrated rather than overrated
They say "Lovell, all this shit you say be helping me"
Receives feedback that his words help others
I'm just tryna make you niggas really start to see (Shit)
Trying to make people truly understand (Shit)
Tryna make you niggas really start to see, damn, damn
Reiteration of the desire to make people see
Break you down
Expressing intent to break someone down
Then I reach inside your head, just to see your thoughts
Invading someone's thoughts to understand them
You can't touch me I'm a motherfucking greater demon
Asserting invincibility as a greater demon
Yes I'm back bitch, this the motherfucking season
Announcing a return in a powerful season
Will I pay these niggas mind? There's no fucking reason
No reason to pay attention to others
Will I pay these bitches mind? They think I don't read 'em
Ignoring women who think he doesn't notice them
Thinking back to when I used to have no fucking stress
Reflecting on a past without stress
All this shit has turned into a motherfucking mess
Current life is chaotic and messy
Nothing fucking less
No compromises, demanding nothing less
Pain inside my chest
Feeling pain deep within the chest
Say you wanna take my pain, be my fucking guest
Open to someone sharing the burden of pain
I'm so done with all these people lying to my face
Frustrated with people lying to his face
Feel like moving all my shit some place, so far away
Contemplating moving away to escape
Maybe someday
Hoping for a better future, maybe someday
I'm so fucking done
Expressing exhaustion and being done
Don't you try to make me happy saying I'm the one
Rejecting attempts to make him happy, questioning love
You don't like me just be honest this no fucking fun
Asking for honesty, no enjoyment in dishonesty
I refuse to listen to you dance the fucking sun
Refusing to listen to false positivity and deception
It's time I fucking run
Deciding it's time to run away from the current situation
Wake up
An abrupt command to wake up
Lovell, wake up!
A self-addressed reminder to wake up (possibly from a dream or metaphorically)
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