Lyrics
There's a typo
There's a mistake or error.
So the blood work won't go through
Complications prevent the completion of blood work.
His heart is beating faster than two virgins sitting in a bedroom, clear
Someone's heart is beating rapidly, likened to the nervousness of two inexperienced individuals in a bedroom.
It's just bad luck
Unfortunate circumstances.
I never even knew what to say to you
The speaker lacked the right words to communicate with someone.
Always tried to protect me I'm guessing
Someone attempted to protect the speaker.
So I won't tell you
The speaker refrains from revealing something.
That I can't sleep
Insomnia or difficulty sleeping.
A depressed beat
A melancholic rhythm or mood.
For an old weak man
Referring to an elderly, frail person.
I can't keep this up
The speaker struggles to maintain something.
This is just my way to show tough love
Tough love is expressed through a specific behavior.
Cause I can't even tell what he thinks of me
Uncertainty about how someone perceives the speaker.
Can you see
Asking if someone can understand or perceive.
All the questions are killing me
The speaker is troubled by numerous questions.
Cause your other always makes me question
Another person's actions cause the speaker to question things.
You
Referring to someone.
You never wanted to leave
The person never intended to depart.
I never said it I know
The speaker acknowledges not expressing something before.
You never wanted to breath
The person never wanted to breathe, suggesting a desire to escape or avoid.
Well you know what
A declaration before sharing a personal habit.
Been smoking cigarettes since you said to
The speaker started smoking upon someone's suggestion.
It may not have ever been direct
The influence was indirect, but the speaker respected the person.
But see I respected you
The speaker was young and lacked role models.
I was young I didn't know much
Reflecting on the past and lack of knowledge.
But who do I have to look up to...
The speaker lacked positive influences.
But now I can't think of a worse thing other than fear
Fear induced by someone in the past.
That you ever made me do
Regretful acknowledgment of something regrettable done by the person.
Had a pretty bad mouth no doubt it's loud
Reference to having a profane and loud way of speaking.
It gets worse
The situation is deteriorating.
'Cause I'm cursed
Feeling cursed or doomed.
Can you see
Repetition of the line about questions, indicating ongoing uncertainty.
All the questions are...
No specific information provided in the lyrics.
You
Referring to someone.
You never wanted to leave
The person never intended to leave.
I never said it I know
The speaker admits to not saying something previously.
You never wanted to breath
The person never wanted to breathe, suggesting a desire to avoid something.
Still you persist in my dreams
The person continues to occupy the speaker's thoughts and dreams.
I can't shake
The speaker cannot escape the persistent thoughts, remaining awake.
Still awake
Despite being awake, the speaker feels like they are asleep or unaware.
But it seems I'm asleep
The paradoxical feeling of being asleep despite being awake continues.
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