Lyrics
Double edged sword
Referring to something that has both positive and negative aspects.
Don't know myself sometimes
Uncertainty about self-identity at times.
When I get bored
Engaging in activities due to boredom.
Might act like a whore
Possibility of behaving in a promiscuous manner when bored.
Do a little drugs
Using drugs.
Smoke a little weed
Consuming a small amount of marijuana.
LSD
Using LSD.
Still don't feel free
Despite these actions, feeling still restricted or confined.
The clock don't stop for us
Time keeps moving forward regardless of personal feelings.
Why would I even care?
Questioning the importance of caring about time.
Lost in love or lust
Being confused between love and lust.
l'm a fucking nightmare
Describing oneself as a chaotic and difficult person to be with.
It's plain to see I am not the one
Acknowledging that the speaker is not the right partner.
Honestly I'm a loaded gun
Feeling dangerous or volatile.
I'm a sinner sometimes when you cry it's fun
Deriving pleasure from someone else's pain.
Addicted to the pain
Being addicted to emotional pain.
If I was you I'd run
Advising someone to leave for their own good.
Honestly I'm a bitch
Admitting to being difficult or unpleasant.
I'm way too much
Self-awareness of being overwhelming.
Waste your time catching vibes
Suggesting that spending time understanding the speaker's emotions won't lead to success.
You'll have no luck
Implies that pursuing the speaker will be futile.
Pretend I love you when we touch
Faking affection when physically close but not emotionally invested.
But I don't give a fuck
Indifference towards the emotions involved.
Honestly
Repeated emphasis on honesty.
Honestly
-Honestly
-Out my mind
Feeling mentally unstable or irrational.
No one's safe this time
Implying a sense of danger for others at this time.
Sociopath caught up in between the lines
Describing a lack of empathy, stuck between emotional lines.
Pretend to fall in love then might switch on a dime
Pretending to fall in love but easily changing feelings.
I wore a black dress just to let you down one more time
The action of wearing a black dress as a symbol of disappointment to someone yet again.
The clock don't stop for us
Repeated verses emphasizing feeling lost and chaotic, advising others to run away.
Why would I even care?
-Lost in love or lust
-l'm a fucking nightmare
-It's plain to see I am not the one
-Honestly I'm a loaded gun
-I'm a sinner sometimes when you cry it's fun
-Addicted to the pain
-If I was you I'd run
-Run, run, run, run, run, run
Reinforcing the advice to run away from the speaker.
Addicted to the pain if I was you I'd run
Repetition of warning to leave due to the speaker's attachment to pain.
Cause I'm addicted to the pain
Expressing love for pain, finding it appealing.
I love it more each day
Increasing fondness for pain over time.
I just needed you to know that this is not a phase
Requesting the listener to understand that this behavior is consistent and not just a passing phase.
Please believe me when I say that you should run away
Urging the listener to seriously consider leaving the speaker's presence.
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