toxic
Embracing Toxicity: A Soul's Struggle with Love and Transformation
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I might be toxic
I acknowledge that I may have a harmful influence.
And I accept my fate there
I recognize and accept the consequences of my toxicity.
But please don't remind me
However, please refrain from constantly bringing it to my attention.
Cause it's so hard not to care
Because it's difficult for me not to feel concerned or affected.
And I am deadly
I pose a serious threat or harm to the emotions of those I encounter.
To hearts I come across
My presence is detrimental to the well-being of others' hearts.
Cause I don't know how to love
Due to my lack of knowledge on how to love.
It's something that I'm not
Loving is not a quality that I possess.
Familiar with
I am unfamiliar with the concept of love.
I might be free
Although I may be free, I cannot be the right person for you.
But I can't be the one for you
I am not the suitable match for your needs.
Not that you'd care
Your lack of concern makes it apparent that I'm not significant to you.
Cause there's someone else that's there
Because there's someone else occupying that place in your life.
For you
There's another person who is meant for you.
I hope that someday
I anticipate that one day I might change my perspective.
I'll find my mind has changed
And someone else will influence a positive transformation in me.
And they'll be someone else
They will rearrange my soul for the better.
My soul they'll rearrange
However, as time passes, the situation becomes colder and less hopeful.
But days get colder
Days become more challenging and emotions become distant.
And the frost sets in
The emotional distance becomes apparent and unyielding.
And I stand frozen
I find myself emotionally frozen, with no one to start anew with.
With no one to begin
In this state of transformation, I remain free but emotionally distant.
My transformation
I am undergoing a significant change within myself.
And I'm still free
Despite my freedom, I will never be the right person for you.
But I'll never be the one for you
I cannot change the fact that there are no signals or indications of compatibility.
And I can't help
I am unable to control the absence of signs or indications.
That there's no bells that ring
Despite repeated efforts, there are no positive signals that this situation will change.
I may try and try again
I may attempt to change, but pretending that this cycle will end is futile.
But there's no use in pretending that this cycles gonna end
No matter how much I try, the repetitive cycle shows no sign of conclusion.
And I cried more than you ever knew, it's true
I've experienced more emotional pain than you are aware of, and it's genuine.
I hope you know I cared for you
I want you to understand that I genuinely cared for you.
I might be toxic
I acknowledge that I may be harmful or detrimental to others.
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