Gave Up
Shattered Reflections: Unveiling the Pain Within
Lyrics
Perfect little dream, the kind that hurts the most
Describing a perfect dream that is painful.
Forgot how it feels, well almost
Forgetting the sensation of the dream, but not entirely.
No one to blame, always the same
No one to blame, a repetitive cycle.
Open my eyes, wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up in flames
Waking up to a destructive reality.
It took you to make me realize
Realization that someone else is essential for understanding.
It took you to make me realize
-It took you to make me realize
-It took you to make me see the light
-Smashed up my sanity
Destruction of sanity, integrity, beliefs, and self.
Smashed up integrity
-Smashed up what I believed in
-Smashed up what's left of me
-Smashed up my everything
-Smashed up all that was true
-Gonna smash myself to pieces
-I don't know what else to do
-Covered in hope and Vaseline
Hope and illusion unable to fix a broken existence.
Still cannot fix this broken machine
-Watching the hole, it used to be mine
-Just watching it burn in my steady systematic decline
-Of the trust I will betray
Betrayal of trust, self-hatred for personal transformation.
Give it to me, I throw it away
-After everything I've done I hate myself for what I've become
-It took you to make me realize
Reiterating the role of another in bringing enlightenment.
It took you to make me realize
-It took you to make me realize
-It took you to make me see the light
-Smashed up my sanity
Continued destruction of self and uncertainty.
Smashed up integrity
-Smashed up what I believed in
-Smashed up what's left of me
-Smashed up my everything
-Smashed up all that was true
-Gonna smash myself to pieces
-I don't know what else to do
-I tried
Repeated attempts and failures, ultimately giving up.
I gave up
-I tried
-I gave up
-I tried
-I gave up
-I tried
-I gave up
-I tried
-I gave up
-I tried
-I gave up
-I tried
-I gave up
-I tried
-I gave up
-Smashed up my sanity
Further destruction and confusion.
Smashed up integrity
-Smashed up what I believed in
-Smashed up what's left of me
-Smashed up my everything
-Smashed up all that was true
-Gonna smash myself to pieces
-I don't know what else to do
-Smashed up my sanity
Repetition of shattered aspects and despair.
Smashed up integrity
-Smashed up what I believed in
-Smashed up what's left of me
-Smashed up my everything
-Smashed up all that was true
-Gonna smash myself to pieces
-I don't know what else to do
-Smashed up my sanity
Continued breakdown of sanity, integrity, beliefs, and self.
Smashed up integrity
-Smashed up what I believed in
-Smashed up what's left of me
-Smashed up my everything
-Smashed up all that was true
-Gonna smash myself to pieces
-I don't know what else to do
-Throw it away
Final decision to discard everything.
Throw it away
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