Lyrics
The weight on my back
The burden or pressure I carry
I grit through my teeth
I endure difficulties or pain silently
I can't find my home until you're next to me
I feel at home only when you're with me
The words that I write and that you say to me
The things we express through words
They're stuck in my head I project to release
Thoughts linger in my mind waiting to be expressed
Wish I met the real you not the one you used to
I wish I knew the authentic you, not the past version
When I was stuck in hiding
A period where I was concealing myself
Play with my emotions
You manipulate my feelings
Wish I could go back to when we never spoken
Desire to reverse time to a point before our interaction
You found me
You discovered me
When I was stuck in hiding
A repetition of being hidden or concealed
I didn't want nobody else
I didn't desire anyone else
Cause my heart had fell
My heart became emotionally attached
And I question if I'll make it
Uncertainty about surviving emotionally
Cause I know my feeling's not worth saving
Feelings seem not worth preserving
I need a casket
Metaphorical desire to be buried or escape the emotional pain
I'm feeling broken
Feeling emotionally shattered
And I forgot how to control my emotions
Loss of control over emotions
Before you go I need to know
Before you depart, I need clarification about how I'm perceived
If I'm taken as a joke
Concern about not being taken seriously
Music's all that helps me cope
Music serves as a coping mechanism
From this pain I hold so close
I tightly hold onto this emotional pain
I sit here impatiently
Restlessly waiting
Waiting for my chance to breathe
Longing for a chance to find relief
Don't let go just take my hand and walk me through this lucid dream
Don't abandon me, guide me through this surreal experience
Sick of only talking when you want to
Frustration about one-sided conversations
When I would give up every single thing to see you
Willingness to sacrifice for a glimpse of you
Now I isolate away inside my bedroom
Retreating into seclusion, reminiscing about the past
Thinking 'bout what we used to do
Reflecting on past experiences with you
Now I stay awake past two
Insomnia, staying awake past late hours
Cleaning blood from my shoes
Metaphorical reference to dealing with consequences
He was just a preview
Previous person was just an introduction
Now I know you're see-through
Realization of your transparency or lack of genuineness
Wish I met the real you
A wish to have encountered the true version of you
Not the one you used to
Reiteration of longing for the genuine you
Play with my emotions
You manipulate my emotions
Left me feeling broken
Left feeling emotionally shattered
Wish I met the real you not the one you used to
Desire to know the real you, not the past facade
Play with my emotions
Manipulation of emotions I wish to undo
Wish I could go back to when we never spoken
Desire to revert to a time before our interaction began
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