Lyrics
Now I‘m sitting here alone with you in my mind.
Reflecting on being alone with the person in thoughts.
I just waist my time, thinking back to the days we spent together.
Regretting wasted time, reminiscing about past days together.
And all the plans we made forever.
Nostalgia for plans and commitment made for a lasting relationship.
Now I‘m sitting here alone your love made me blind.
Feeling the impact of love, but now alone and possibly regretful.
I just didn‘t realize, what was wrong with us.
Realization of not understanding the issues in the relationship.
All the important things that we didn‘t discuss.
Regret over not discussing important matters in the relationship.
But it‘s to late girl, cause we broke up.
Expressing the irreversible nature of the breakup.
It was your decission and you fucked ist up.
Blaming the partner for the breakup decision and its consequences.
We wenn through enough.
Acknowledging the challenges faced together.
Now I‘m sitting here alone with you in my mind.
Repeating the theme of being alone with thoughts of the person.
Is this fucking pain really worth my life.
Questioning if the pain is worth enduring for the lost relationship.
Safed some money for our future it‘s true.
Having saved money for the future, but now without the partner.
Now I Have the Money but I don‘t have you.
Expressing the emotional cost of having money but no longer having the person.
If someone asks if I still love you I sag yes I do.
Affirming love for the ex-partner despite the breakup.
And all the homies they Tell me I‘m such a fool.
Receiving criticism from friends for still loving the ex-partner.
But i can‘t change that shit, it‘s deep in my heart.
Unable to change deep emotions in the heart.
In my life you are still the biggest Part.
Stating the ex-partner remains a significant part of life.
Now I‘m sitting here alone with you in my mind,
Reiterating being alone with thoughts of the person.
Is this fucking shit really worth my life,
Raising the question of whether the pain is worth enduring.
Really worth my life.
Repeating the query about the value of the emotional struggle.
I just waste my time thinking back,
Repeating the theme of wasting time on memories.
To the days we spent together and all the Plans we made forever;
Recalling the plans made and the time spent together.
All the things that we‘ve been through and I know I still love you.
Acknowledging the enduring love despite the challenges.
And I know, yeah I know I‘m such a fool and I hate me cause I still love you.
Expressing self-awareness of being perceived as a fool but unable to change feelings.
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