Bad Again
Navigating Emotional Turbulence: Bad Again by No Time for Structure
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I read into everything and ask questions all the time
I tend to scrutinize everything and frequently ask questions.
Only for reassurance
My inquiries are primarily seeking reassurance, not intending to sever connections.
Not to cut off ties
Not investigating to end relationships.
Jealousy gets the best of me
Feelings of envy or insecurity often overpower me.
Leaves me confused
These emotions leave me feeling bewildered.
The past and present are at war within me
My past and present experiences are in conflict, causing inner turmoil.
I constantly lose
This conflict frequently results in my defeat.
(It's getting bad again)
I recognize the recurrence of troubling emotions or situations.
Cancel all my plans to sit alone inside my head
I abandon my plans to isolate myself and overthink.
Over analyze the steps and motions I misread
I excessively analyze actions and gestures, often misinterpreting them.
Up til 3 am, wondering where you've been
I stay awake until late, pondering your whereabouts.
That's how I notice when, it's getting bad again
This behavior indicates the return of troubling patterns.
I'm falling harder again
I'm experiencing a deep emotional fall once more.
I slip through broken land
I navigate through a shattered emotional landscape.
I'm falling harder again
I'm experiencing a profound emotional descent again.
Pick myself up with my bare hands
I'm striving to recover independently.
Fun love just to leave, and now i'm laughing
Engaging in enjoyable relationships that end abruptly, leaving me unexpectedly feeling down.
Feeling blue, in a mood, don't know how it happened
Feeling melancholic without understanding how this emotional shift occurred.
Back to my bad habits, mad tragic
Returning to destructive behaviors that deeply affect me.
It's getting bad again
Recognizing the resurgence of troubling patterns or emotions.
Cancel all my plans to sit alone inside my head
Repeatedly withdrawing to ruminate in isolation.
Over analyze the steps and motions I misread
Overthinking actions and gestures, often misunderstanding them.
Up til 3 am, wondering where you've been
Staying awake late, contemplating where you might be.
That's how I notice when, it's getting bad again
Using this behavior as an indicator of troubling times returning.
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