Lyrics
I'm smoking cigarettes
Expressing the act of smoking cigarettes
I thought that I could forget
Initially believed smoking could help in forgetting
Those things you said to me
Reflecting on hurtful things said by someone
But you're dead to me, yah you're dead to me, yah
Declaring emotional detachment, emphasizing the person is no longer significant
And now I'm lying on the bathroom floor
Describing a state of emotional distress, possibly after a confrontation
You said you loved me but I loved you more, yah
Contrasting feelings in a past relationship, with a sense of unequal love
Take what you want, and tell me that it's okay
Allowing someone to take what they want, accepting heartbreak
Break my heart, you can break me any way
Expressing vulnerability and willingness to endure pain in various ways
Freaking out I can't get out of here
Feeling trapped and anxious, unable to escape from a situation
Every time I fuck up, I wish that I could disappear
Expressing a desire to disappear when facing consequences of mistakes
Tell me you love me
Seeking reassurance of love from the other person
Tell me you hate me
Exploring the duality of emotions, open to both love and hate
Tell me all I wanna hear
Craving positive affirmations and comforting words
Tell me its alright, when i'm in the headlines
Yearning for reassurance when facing public scrutiny
And both of our feelings disappear
Noting the disappearance of genuine feelings in challenging times
I'm freaking out cause I don't know how much I can take of all this shit
Feeling overwhelmed by life's challenges and uncertainties
And I've been feeling like a waste of space who just gives and takes away, whenever he wants to
Expressing self-doubt and a sense of worthlessness
Tell me that its gonna get better
Seeking assurance that things will improve
Tell me that its gonna be okay
Yearning for confirmation that everything will be alright
Tell me that you're gonna wake me up
Desiring a wake-up call from the distressing dreams
From all these dreams that fuck with me
Expressing the torment caused by disturbing dreams
Freaking out I can't get out of here
Feeling trapped and unable to escape from a distressing situation
Every time I fuck up, I wish that I could disappear
Repeating the desire to disappear when faced with mistakes
Tell me you love me
Seeking affirmation of love from the other person
Tell me you hate me
Embracing the conflicting emotions of love and hate
Tell me all I wanna hear
Yearning for words that provide solace and comfort
Tell me its alright, when im in the headlines
Seeking reassurance when faced with public scrutiny
And both of our feelings disappear
Reflecting on the disappearance of genuine emotions in challenging times
And both of our feelings disappear
Reiteration of the fading of feelings
And both of our feelings disappear
Further emphasis on the disappearance of emotions
And in my body, I just light up the flames
Metaphorically lighting up the flames in one's body, possibly referring to passion or desire
The flames you said you'd put out
Recalling promises to extinguish emotional turmoil, now facing renewed distress
But now i'm starting to burn again
Expressing the rekindling of emotional pain
And now i'm here hoping I don't stay awake
Hoping for relief through sleep, but uncertainty lingers
But I've been trying for days
Struggling mentally over an extended period
And I'm just stuck in my brain again
Feeling trapped in one's thoughts and emotions
And in my body, I just light up the flames
Repeating the metaphor of igniting flames within the body
The flames you said you'd put out
Recalling unfulfilled promises to extinguish emotional turmoil
But now i'm starting to burn again
Highlighting the resurgence of emotional pain
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