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Let you call me, should've called it off
Regretting not ending the relationship sooner
To the deep end, and I let you jump and fall
Allowed the partner to take risks and face consequences
Now it's hurting, no it's not workin out
Current situation is painful, relationship not working
Was it worth it? look at where we got now
Reflecting on whether the relationship was worth the pain
You say it could always last forever but
Partner claimed the relationship could last forever
I know I'm not thinking about the time to get there
Not focused on the future, unconcerned about the duration
But you say that I'm broken for who I've become
Accused of being broken, misunderstood by the partner
And I just want you to know
Expressing a desire for understanding
To let me go while I
Requesting freedom and separation
Heal while I
Emphasizing the need for personal healing
Heal
Repetition for emphasis on the healing process
Heal
-Heal
-You were my muse, my undying fire
Describing the partner as a source of inspiration
Now all that is left is dust and a wire
Relationship reduced to ruins and memories
Running paper thin cause you know I'm tired
Feel emotionally drained and exhausted
I don't know why I'm still searching
Lost and uncertain about the purpose of the search
I can wait here, but I want to grow
Willing to wait but also eager for personal growth
I can't feel nothing when I've already known
Emotional numbness due to prior experiences
I haven't been livin the right way lately
Admitting to living in an unhealthy way
Gotta work through it on my own
Determined to overcome challenges independently
Cause I know we've both grown apart
Acknowledging the emotional distance between partners
Gonna get to my roots back at home
Returning to one's roots for self-discovery
Gonna get to the roots of my heart
Seeking to understand one's true emotions
Cause I know this whole thing is messed up
Acknowledging the chaos in the relationship
And I think I'm the one who effed up
Taking responsibility for mistakes in the relationship
Now I'm trying my best to wake up
Struggling to face reality and move forward
Realize that all I need is
Realization that personal growth is the key
Time to heal my soul
Recognizing the importance of time for healing
I need my time to
Reiterating the need for personal time and space
Heal
Repetition for emphasis on the healing process
While I
-Heal
-Heal
-Heal
Final emphasis on the healing process
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