Lyrics
I am not well
I am not in good health
But I'm okay
Despite the challenges, I am managing
I'll be a saint
I aspire to be virtuous
And fade away
Expressing a desire to fade away or disappear
I will change
Anticipating a personal transformation
I'll stay the same
Despite changes, I will retain my core identity
I'll break my spine
Willing to endure hardship or challenges
But lay in bed
Choosing rest or inaction despite difficulties
It's been a long time coming
Signifying a prolonged period of waiting or anticipation
But it feels like yesterday
Reflecting on the past with a sense that it is recent
When I look I can't see nothing
Facing difficulties in perceiving meaning or purpose
But it's starting to, it's starting to decay
Noticing a process of deterioration or decline
The curtains fall
Metaphorically describing the end of a situation or relationship
I open up
Expressing vulnerability or openness
But no one's there
Feeling abandoned or isolated
I'm all alone
Experiencing loneliness
The grass is greener
Comparing other situations that seem better but unable to appreciate them
But I'm colorblind
Unable to perceive or appreciate certain aspects
I have no fear
Claiming to lack fear but avoiding external experiences
But I'll stay inside
Choosing to stay indoors or avoid external challenges
It's been a long time coming
Reiterating the prolonged nature of a challenging situation
But it feels like yesterday
Recalling the past as if it happened recently
When I look I can't see nothing
Struggling to find meaning or clarity
But it's starting to, it's starting to decay
Observing a process of decay that has started
I feel so empty inside
Expressing a profound sense of emptiness
I feel so empty inside
-I feel so empty inside
-It's starting to decay
Confirming the onset of decay and decline
It's been a long time coming
Reiterating the prolonged nature of a challenging situation
But it feels like yesterday
Recalling the past with a recent feeling
When I look I can't see nothing
Struggling to find meaning or clarity
But it's starting to, it's starting to decay
Observing a process of decay that has started
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