Future Fear
Navigating Shadows: Confronting Fear and Chasing Purpose with Noise Complaint
Lyrics
Drive myself crazy, I know
Feeling like I'm causing my own distress or mental instability
it's all in my head but the thoughts still flow
Recognizing that the issues are self-generated but still persistent
Afraid of what may lie ahead
Apprehensive about the future or what might come
My mind is filled up with worry and dread
Overwhelmed by anxiety and apprehension
Fear consumes my mind, what if I don't find
Fear dominating thoughts, worrying about not discovering a purpose
my purpose in this life, one devoid of strife
Desiring a life without conflict or struggle
I'm not content with the current conditions
Discontent with the present circumstances
Constantly wanting to accomplish more
Constantly seeking to achieve more
All that I've done is never enough
Feeling unsatisfied despite accomplishments
I need to grind until my bones are sore
Driven to work relentlessly
Nobody seems to see
Others not understanding what's truly beneficial for oneself
what they think is best isn't best for me
Disagreement between others' advice and personal needs
Why can't they just say
Wishing for genuinely helpful guidance
something that will really help someday?
Seeking advice that will truly make a difference
Sometimes all of this
Life sometimes feeling meaningless or futile
can seem so pointless
Moments when everything seems purposeless
But the last thing that I need
Not wanting indifference or lack of concern
is any apathy
Rejecting a state of disinterest
I'm not content with the current conditions
Still dissatisfied with the current situation
Constantly wanting to accomplish more
Continuously striving for more accomplishments
All that I've done is never enough
Feeling inadequate despite efforts
I need to grind until my bones are sore
Driven to work excessively hard
Trapped in a cell of uncertainty
Feeling confined by uncertainty and doubt
My mind is the prison, the future the key
Perceiving the mind as a barrier to future possibilities
Who I am and where I will be
Belief in personal responsibility for one's identity and future
can only be chosen by me
Recognition of personal agency in determining destiny
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