Lyrics
Juniper, I cannot seem to beat my teenage ego
Feeling unable to overcome the immaturity and self-centeredness of adolescence.
Every word you say goes right past my heart
Not fully absorbing or understanding the words spoken, as they don't deeply impact emotionally.
Juniper, I can't just scream to my lonely window
Expressing a need to communicate emotions rather than keeping them confined.
I need someone to hear me speak of boring plants and stars
Desiring someone who will listen even when discussing seemingly mundane topics.
You hold me to degrees I know I'll never reach that heat
Being held to unreachable standards, possibly in a relationship, causing frustration.
And I will mend those broken dreams
Commitment to repairing shattered aspirations or goals.
I swear I will glow with light
Promising to radiate positivity or success despite difficulties.
I just need your frozen hands to hold me
Seeking emotional support, especially in difficult times.
Juniper, I cannot seem to beat my teenage ego
Reiteration of the struggle with adolescent ego and its challenges.
Luminously scarce, lost in violet memories
Describing a scarce and radiant existence, lost in vivid memories.
I harvest time and space from windows through the cosmos
Gaining understanding and experiences from the vastness of the universe.
And now I realize that it was never meant for me
Realizing that certain experiences or achievements were never meant for the speaker.
I win, I lose, I break the rules
Acknowledging a cycle of winning, losing, and breaking rules in life.
I wonder why you let me
Expressing curiosity about why the listener tolerates or allows the speaker's actions.
And I think it's you that I'm upsetting
Suspecting that the speaker's actions may be causing distress to the listener.
When I, I burn out in the night
Describing a moment of burning out or exhaustion during the night.
I have no frozen hands to hold me
Feeling a lack of emotional support or comfort during challenging times.
Juniper
A repetition of the name "Juniper," possibly emphasizing its significance.
I'll beat my teenage ego
Expressing determination to overcome the challenges associated with teenage ego eventually.
Someday
Anticipating personal growth and maturity in the future.
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