Lyrics
In the middle of the night
In a dark moment
I saw It all so clear
Clarity struck me
I was so alone
Emotional isolation
In your atmosphere
Within your influence or presence
Blinded by the light
Overwhelmed by brightness
Take me anywhere
Take me to any place
You pull me in, I push me out and disappear
Conflicting emotions, pushing and pulling away
But I need somebody
Expressing a need for companionship
Honestly, I don't know who I'd be without it
Uncertain about self-identity without someone
Misery loves company and I'm surrounded
Acknowledging shared misery but feeling isolated
Honestly, I'm tired of feeling numb
Weary of emotional numbness
I think I lost myself
Sense of losing one's true self
Feels like I'm burning up but still my heart is cold
Experiencing intense emotions with a cold heart
I try to scream it out but still nobody knows
Attempting to communicate pain but unnoticed
No they can't see, cause I can't seem to show
Struggling to express inner turmoil
That I can't be alone
Fear or discomfort in being alone
In the middle of day I see you everywhere
Constantly reminded of someone during the day
I let my mind escape In your atmosphere
Mentally escaping into the influence of someone
But no one even notice
Unnoticed by others
And you don't even care
Indifference from the person of influence
I shut you down, you shut me out and disappear
Mutual withdrawal leading to disappearance
I think I lost myself
Reiteration of losing self-identity
Feels like I'm burning up but still my heart is cold
Intense emotions with persistent emotional coldness
I try to scream it out but still nobody knows
Unheard cries for help
No they can't see, cause I can't seem to show
Internal struggles hidden from others
That I can't be alone
Fear or discomfort in solitude
In the middle of the night
Recalling a moment of realization in darkness
I saw It all so clear
Clear understanding of one's state
I was so alone
Revisiting the feeling of loneliness
In your atmosphere
Within the influence or presence of someone
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