Koi Pond
Navigating Existential Turmoil: Koi Pond by Nosebleeds Unraveled
Lyrics
I can’t believe that it’s yogurt
I am surprised or disbelieving that the situation is as trivial as yogurt.
Maybe it’s make believe
There's a possibility that what's happening is not real but imagined.
But I’ve been seeing double lately
I've been experiencing duplicity or confusion recently.
I can’t believe that it’s over
I find it hard to accept that something has ended.
I’m preaching to myself
I am giving advice or encouragement to myself.
That I don’t need no one else
Expressing independence, asserting not needing anyone else.
Feeling micromanaged
Feeling excessively controlled or scrutinized.
All my actions put under your microscope
My every action is closely examined under intense scrutiny.
Your watchful eye draining me of all my hope
Feeling drained of hope due to constant surveillance.
Feeling hella damaged
Feeling significantly harmed or hurt.
At the butt-end of this cruel-ass joke
Being the unfortunate target of a harsh, perhaps unfair, joke.
The shot I took hit me in my ego
A setback has wounded my self-esteem.
See you later to the creases in my brain
Bidding farewell to the wrinkles or troubles in my mind.
Ironed out my issues yet I still feel the same
Addressing and attempting to resolve personal issues, yet feeling unchanged.
Slipping down the spiral’s easy so I try to refrain
Resisting the temptation or ease of falling into negative patterns.
And I guess I’d like to feel less empty
Expressing a desire to feel more fulfilled.
But you can’t have purpose without pain
Highlighting the connection between purpose and pain.
You can’t choose who you fall in love with
Stating the lack of control in choosing who to love.
You can’t choose to fall in love
Love is not a conscious choice.
You can’t choose to fall out of it
No control over falling in or out of love.
Bite your tongue when you’ve had enough
Suggesting self-restraint in difficult situations.
Feeling like a waste of life
Feeling worthless and contemplating giving up on life.
And I should just give up
Considering surrendering to despair.
My teary eyes the vital sign
Tears are a clear indication that I've reached my limit.
That I’ve had enough
Acknowledging that I've had enough of a challenging situation.
Say goodbye to your grievance and your pain
Farewelling grievances and pain, acknowledging their presence.
Fighting through its concentration in my veins
Struggling with and enduring the concentration of negativity in my veins.
Slipping down the spiral’s easy so I try to refrain
Resisting the temptation or ease of falling into negative patterns (repeated).
And I guess I’d like to feel less empty
Expressing a desire to feel more fulfilled (repeated).
But you can’t have purpose without pain
Highlighting the connection between purpose and pain (repeated).
Make your peace with the beast you cannot tame
Encouraging acceptance and reconciliation with uncontrollable challenges.
Lock the door throw the key protect our name
Securing one's privacy and reputation from harm.
Slipping down the spiral’s easy so I try to refrain
Resisting the temptation or ease of falling into negative patterns (repeated).
And I guess I’d like to feel less empty
Expressing a desire to feel more fulfilled (repeated).
But you can’t have purpose without pain
Highlighting the connection between purpose and pain (repeated).
Why am I trying
Questioning the motivation or reason for continuing an effort.
Why am I still putting up with this bullshit
Questioning why I tolerate or endure challenging and nonsensical situations.
Why am I crying
Expressing emotional distress and confusion.
Why am I having such a hard time
Wondering about the difficulty I'm facing.
Why am I trying
Questioning the motivation or reason for continuing an effort (repeated).
Why am I still putting up with this bullshit
Questioning why I tolerate or endure challenging and nonsensical situations (repeated).
Why am I crying
Expressing emotional distress and confusion (repeated).
When I know I can easily get out of this
Acknowledging the awareness of an easy way out of the current situation.
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