Begging Please
Begging Please: Unraveling Life's Turmoil in Not My Vice's Melodic Tale
Lyrics
What doesn’t bother me shouldn’t bother you
What doesn’t affect me negatively shouldn’t affect you either.
I hear you, I have left you way too soon
I acknowledge your presence, but I’ve departed from you prematurely.
Just like that, so sad in fact
The suddenness of the situation is distressing.
20 years would never last
A significant duration of time (20 years) wasn’t enough.
This promise, that I’ll make it to you
A commitment to reach someone despite difficulties.
For one last attack
An intention to act assertively for the final time.
Just leave me where you’re at
Leave me in your current position without intervening.
Hardships that were made to break my back
Difficulties that were designed to overwhelm.
And that’s okay
Acceptance of the situation.
Prison-like release
A release from confinement that feels restrictive.
I was just begging please
Expressing desperation and pleading.
You walk the way you walk all over me
Your actions disregard my well-being.
And that’s okay
Reiterating acceptance of the situation.
I try to draw your picture; empty— none
Trying to understand you, but finding emptiness.
Tied to a pacifist with a loaded gun
Feeling trapped in a conflict with a non-violent person who still poses a threat.
The truth comes out, but not from your mouth
The truth isn’t being spoken by you.
Tell me all it means is a different crowd
Assurance that the situation only involves a different group of people.
Violence and I’m caged
Feeling confined by aggression.
Looking at yourself
Reflecting on your own actions or behavior.
One thing that I know
An understanding that losing control is inevitable.
I’ll always lose control
An oath made regarding someone’s concealed essence.
Sworn on that bastard’s hidden soul
Reiterating acceptance of the situation.
And that’s okay
A release from confinement that feels restrictive.
A prison-like release
Expressing desperation and pleading.
I was just begging please
Your actions disregard my well-being.
You walk the way you walk all over me
Reiterating acceptance of the situation.
And that’s okay
An exclamation, possibly indicating frustration or emphasis.
YEAH
Reiterating the inevitability of losing control.
One thing that I know
An oath made regarding someone’s concealed essence.
I’ll always lose control
Reiterating acceptance of the situation.
Sworn on that bastard’s hidden soul
A release from confinement that feels restrictive.
And that’s okay
Expressing desperation and pleading.
Prison-like release
Your actions disregard my well-being.
I was just begging please
Reiterating acceptance of the situation.
You walk the way you walk all over me
Feeling overwhelmed and not okay.
I’M NOT OKAY
Expressing distress and not being okay.
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