Meantime
Lost in Transformation: Nova Ultra's Meantime Journey
Lyrics
I lost myself in the meantime
I became lost within myself during this period
Tryna to make you
Attempting to cause a change in you
Turn you into someone else
Trying to transform your identity
I lost myself in the meantime
I lost my sense of self during this period
Tryna to mold you
Attempting to shape you
Shape you into
Trying to form you into a specific image
Someone you were never supposed to be
Striving to make you someone you were not meant to be
Tell me how could I be so naive
Expressing surprise at being overly trusting or inexperienced
To think you cared enough about me
Believing you had genuine concern for me
To go and change all of your ways
Assuming you'd change your behavior for our relationship
Now paradise is lost
Feeling that a state of happiness or contentment is now gone
Thought that I could change you but at what cost
Realizing the price paid for trying to change you
All I thought I knew is falling apart
Discovering that everything I believed is collapsing
And it's strange but the fact remains
Despite its peculiarity, the truth remains
I lost myself in the meantime
Again emphasizing the loss of self during this period
Tryna to make you
Attempting to influence a transformation in you
Turn you into someone else
Trying to alter your character
I lost myself in the meantime
Reiterating the loss of personal identity
Tryna to mold you
Trying to sculpt or fashion you
Shape you into
Endeavoring to create a particular version of you
Someone that I saw once in a movie
Attempting to make you resemble a character from a movie
I let fairytales get the best of me
Acknowledging that my belief in idealized stories influenced me
You can't mix fiction and reality
Recognizing the impossibility of merging fantasy with reality
Now that I know I have to go
Understanding that I must depart
Go and find myself
Embarking on a journey to rediscover myself
In the meantime
While trying to bring about changes in you
Tryna to make you
Trying to induce a transformation in you
Turn you into someone else
Reiterating the loss of personal identity
I lost myself in the meantime
Attempting to shape or model you
Tryna to mold you
Endeavoring to mold you into a specific form
Shape you into
Recognizing an overestimation of your capabilities
Overestimated overestimated you
Realizing an overestimation of my own abilities as well
Overestimated overestimated me too
Repetition emphasizing the overestimation of both parties
Overestimated overestimated you
-Overestimated overestimated me too
-Overestimated overestimated you
-Overestimated overestimated me too
-I can't believe I lost myself in the meantime
Expressing disbelief at losing oneself during this period
Tryna to make you no
Choosing not to try and change you anymore
Turn you into someone else
Declining to transform your identity
I lost myself in the meantime
Restating the loss of self during this period
Mold you shape you into no
Refusing to mold or shape you anymore
Someone else
Rejecting the idea of making you someone else
Now bring the beat back
Transition to a musical break or instrumental
Uh-huh
Repetition and musical interlude with no lyrical content
I like that
-In the meantime
-In the meantime
-Yay-yay-yay-yay
-In the meantime
-In the meantime
-Oh na na
-In the meantime
-Yay-yay-yay-yay
-In the meantime
-Oh na na
-In the meantime
-Yay-yay-yay-yay
-In the meantime
-Oh na na
-In the meantime
-Yay-yay-yay-yay
-In the meantime
-Oh na na
-Okay that sounds good that feels good
Expressing approval or agreement with the musical composition
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