In Color
Embracing the Colors Within: Nox Oleander's Powerful Journey of Self-Discovery
Lyrics
Fight back, defeat it
Facing a challenge and overcoming it
I'm out of my tears don't you get it
Expressing emotional exhaustion
Hide like an animal
Retreating or seeking refuge
I think I've had enough
Feeling a sense of saturation or being fed up
Am I hurt by the look
Feeling emotional pain due to someone's gaze or judgment
My reflection gave me
Seeing oneself and experiencing fear
Afraid of the fold
Being scared of vulnerability or exposing oneself
My hands are still shaking
Experiencing physical symptoms of anxiety
My mind still can't fake it
Unable to pretend or hide true feelings
Am I still self shading
Questioning one's authenticity or genuine self
I don't know what scares me anymore
Uncertainty about fears and their sources
But I'm holding it up
Managing to endure despite uncertainties
Have you seen any change
Observing for any positive alterations
Is it better, in color
Questioning if the current situation is more vibrant or vivid
I don't want to hide anything
Desire to be open and transparent
Got me slender, older
Feeling thinner and more mature
Was it even meant to be mean
Questioning the intentions behind past actions
Right before the thunder
Just before an intense or significant event
The shimmer is washing all the moss of my skin
Feeling refreshed or renewed after an experience
Through the lane, the light walked by my side
Feeling guided or supported through a challenging time
Fight back, defeat it
Reiteration of earlier sentiments
I'm out of my tears don't you get it
-Hide like an animal
-I think I've had enough
-Fight back, defeat it
-I'm out of my tears don't you get it
-Hide like an animal
-I think I've had enough
-Why, hide anything
Questioning the necessity of hiding anything
In the future it looks steadier
Expecting a more stable future
I won't hide the flows of my skin
Willingness to embrace imperfections or vulnerabilities
I feel better in color
Feeling more alive or vibrant when not concealing oneself
I just need to shine
Desire to express oneself or be noticed
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