Lyrics
This party's just beginning room spinning
This party has just started and I feel dizzy or disoriented.
Struggling to find my seat
I'm having difficulty finding where I should sit.
It's the first time in a while I've felt free
It's been a long time since I've felt liberated or free.
Eyes meet so I'm trying to control myself
I'm making eye contact, so I'm attempting to restrain myself.
Knowing my reactions aren't as quick
I'm aware that my reflexes or responses aren't as quick as they should be.
As they should be
My reactions or responses are slower than expected.
Lift a different bottle off the shelf
I'm choosing a different drink from the shelf.
Following distractions eyes heavy
I'm distracted, and my eyes feel tired or weighed down.
Feet stumbling
I'm having trouble walking steadily.
Hands trace the wall that's supporting me
My hands are tracing the wall for support.
Forcing my endorphins to perform for me
I'm trying to force myself to feel good by triggering my body's natural feel-good chemicals (endorphins).
I might regret this in the morning but for
I might regret my actions when I wake up tomorrow, but for now, I'm ignoring my conscience.
Now I'll keep ignoring my own conscience
Despite potential consequences, I'm choosing to ignore my conscience.
The consequences of a temporary fix
I'm dealing with the repercussions of a temporary solution.
Alleviating stresses with depressants
I'm using depressants to relieve my stress.
Still it doesn't take me long to
I quickly forget and have another drink.
Forget and take another sip
I'm gaining confidence, possibly due to the effects of alcohol or substances.
Already gaining confidence
I'm getting rid of all my reservations or fears.
I wash away all inhibitions
I'm hiding the indications or signs of my state of mind or condition.
Hide all the signs
I'm not acknowledging the signs that indicate my current state.
In denial of the state I'm in
I'm refusing to accept or recognize the condition I'm in.
Desensitised every time I extend my limit's
I'm becoming less sensitive or feeling less due to repeatedly surpassing my limits.
And I extend my limit's every time
I continuously push my boundaries or limits.
But tomorrow I'll be falling
Despite feeling high tonight, I anticipate a downfall or negative consequence tomorrow.
From tonight's high
My current high will lead to a low or negative consequence in the future.
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