Lyrics
What this project matters to me and what sincerely ny'geal means
Expressing the significance of the project and the genuine meaning behind Ny'Geal's persona.
Just a letter to myself
Describing the song as a personal letter to oneself.
A reminder to myself how many times have I had a lecture a talk
Reflecting on past lectures and talks, emphasizing the need for self-reminders.
Yknow a motivational pick up from someone else
Acknowledging the value of motivational support from others.
This is the soundtrack for
Introducing the song as the soundtrack for a specific purpose.
Its okay to feel how you feel but what are you gonna do
Encouraging acceptance of one's feelings but questioning the subsequent actions.
What's your plan your solution
Prompting introspection about plans and solutions.
Uh I can't give enough credit to my mom my dad my brother
Giving credit to family members for listening to personal struggles.
For all the times they had to listen to my sob story
Reflecting on past times of sharing personal hardships.
But I didn't really realize what I could do to make my situation better
Realizing a lack of awareness about improving personal situations.
So I have this chip on my shoulder
Expressing a determination to prove oneself and make a meaningful impact.
I just wanna do something that matters
Desiring to undertake actions that hold significance.
I don't wanna be just a regular person
Rejecting the idea of being ordinary and aspiring for a meaningful existence.
I wanna mean something to someone
Expressing the desire to be significant to someone.
I wanna be someones favorite artist
Aspiring to be someone's favorite artist for a lasting impact.
I wanna have an impact in some shape or form
Expressing a desire to have a meaningful impact on others.
Even if its just a 100 people that means something to me
Valuing the impact on even a small group of people (100) as meaningful.
It's been about five years
Reflecting on a five-year period with a sense of stagnation.
Feel like nothings changed
Feeling a lack of change despite the passage of time.
Saying know your worth but your actions still the same
Contrasting advice to know one's worth with unchanged actions.
Cause we bit off way more than we chew yeah
Acknowledging taking on more than one can handle.
And I question the things that I do yeah
Questioning one's actions and decisions.
Cause what's it all worth if you're not you anymore
Reflecting on the worth of life if one loses their true self.
Cause I hate to go explain myself
Expressing reluctance to explain oneself to others.
Decided keep it to myself
Choosing to keep personal matters to oneself.
When I open up then I just fail
Linking vulnerability to failure when opening up.
I care too much that's made my cell
Recognizing that caring too much has affected personal well-being.
Cause I just want
Expressing a desire for personal growth and elevation.
I just wanna go to a level
Expressing a desire to reach a higher level.
Bury this with a shovel
Metaphorically burying past struggles with determination.
I killed him and he's dead
Claiming victory over past struggles or negative aspects.
He's not coming back
Emphasizing the permanence of overcoming past challenges.
He can't hurt you no more
-He's not coming back
-He can't hurt you no more
-No more
Reinforcing the idea of overcoming and moving beyond negative experiences.
No more
-No more
-These feelings so miscellaneous
Describing emotions as varied and complex.
Give me time I'll explain it all
Promising to explain complex emotions given time.
I guess its like my whole life I was the furthest from a know it all
Reflecting on a life distant from being a know-it-all.
And now I get the feeling that my life is about to change
Sensing an impending change in life.
I lie to myself when I say I'm not afraid
Admitting fear despite self-denial.
I lie to myself when I say that I'm not great
Acknowledging inner greatness despite self-doubt.
And if you listening right now well I'm glad that you came
Expressing gratitude to the listener for being present.
Thank you for listening
Thanking the audience for their attention.
Thank you for witnessing
Expressing gratitude for witnessing a transformation or experience.
This ah nah
Unclear phrase, might be a sound or expression.
He's not coming back
Reiterating the permanence of overcoming past challenges and not being hurt anymore.
He can't hurt you no more
-He's not coming back
-He can't hurt you no more
-No more
-No more
-No more
Emphasizing the finality of moving beyond past pain.
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